myaurora

Friday, October 28, 2005 { 7:05 PM }

last day of sch......ya....though next mon is chi AO.......well today in sch didnt feel quite well coz didnt sleep well last nite i guess....didnt look happy n v blurred so guys pls pardon me fer today.....n partly due to the fact dat the status is still unknown yet i am getting from anxious to angry coz mr kwek say today the status will be made known to us n now wad the hell......didnt tell us......i will forgive him larhz coz today is his last day in sch n a special assembly was organised fer him...yeah i tink it is v touching larhz......the "father" of pjc....hmm i tink is v nice to see a sch start from scratch n hav such an acheivement till today, in a space of five years....

in sch i always get people asking me whether i am okay or nt......ok if u guys see my blog, i wanna tell u all dat i am really alright ok? :)....i may hav appeared to be unhappy but den i juz wanna tell u all dat i am facing this crisis in a positive manner....of course u cannot ask me to completely hide my feelings abt my exam thing, dat is nt possible u see, on the verge of being retained and maynot be given a chance fer re-exam, can i pretend dat nothing has happened?....well i hav tried my best to face this le n i guess i still nid to improve on it?....maybe one gd news is dat mr yap told us dat our class those who didnt pass promos will most likely to get re exam as he said dat all subject tutors had very positive comments on our class....ya......i hope something gd gonna appear larhz........

"ur studying method correct or nt?....even got re exam den u muz see whether u study correctly or not......." got people popped this qns up to me. Frankly speaking, from sec sch, i hav tried various method of studying larz but den it onli ends up with the same kind of result every year....hahaha......i see dat dere is no more time for "experimental" studying method liao n so far i tink the best way for me to study is to sit down at the chair n study, practice n memorising by myself.....but den i really nid to seek more help from teachers, esp maths....no more tuition means i hav to fight the battle alone......so far i hav kickstarted my revision for my re-exam but den i am nt going to move n study much until i offcially receive my status........already did an econs essay for demand n supply chapter n i planning to do more to ask mr yap to help me mark.....coz for the promos it was the essay dat reallie killed me off, not MCQ or DRQ.....if nt fer dat i would hav pass liao.........

oh man tmr going to msia....to attend a dinner....my auntie having her wedding anniversary in hotel.....n my shoe got a hole!......got to mend it liao.....haha....n i dun even noe wad clothes to wear!......haven buy new clothes fer such a long time dat couldnt remember when was the last time i bought my clothes.....n my sandals also broke liao!....but den dat one is minor, still can mend......

some people ar i dunno y larhz but den they walk v fast lehz....i find dat one such person is zhiying....well dunnoe is i slow or he fast, everytime walk with him to the bus stop ar i find dat would be panting like crazy n gasp for breath while he would seems ok lehz.....nt dat i nvr do excerise lehz now almost everyday i would go for a run in the evening liao.....i juz dunnoe y larhz.....hahaha hmm.....if i walk alone i prefer to walk v slowly....n i tink is so slow dat a tortise could catch up......well everybody nt the same ba but so far quite a lot of people i met dey walk quite fast de.........

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