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Sunday, July 29, 2007 { 12:34 PM }

ok got the tooth out, had 5 days MC, but can go to sch, so i went back to sch anyway. too many things to do and i cannot afford to miss dem. sad eh?

wednesday went to asian civilisation museum (near raffles MRT) for my IS module. suppose to do something abt china, and i got to do something abt China's food culture, 满汉全席. i know something about it, and i noe there are 108 food served in 满汉全席，and it is only in the palace in the olden days that such feast is served for the emperor who wants to celebrate occasions or festivals or serve foreign envoys from other countries.

anyone noes what are the 108 dishes? cooking methods? how it came abt?

information can be found from the net but the problem is how to present this section.

my other IS mates are doing other parts of the presentation like reglion of China and blah blah....

doubt many people are interested in wad i interest also, so shant blog much about the trip and wad i saw bah.

antibitoics can make u sleep, keep missing 9 am lessons, but i got MC, so who cares? nt i want to miss but i am really tired though.

haven got a slightest idea how should i do my MI project. DC-DC converter. wad the heck is that?? 0.O.

oh ya, dun forget, CCT is next week....

Tuesday, July 24, 2007 { 12:39 AM }

tmr is my big day (no more wisdom for me?? coz i getting my wisdom tooth out...)
haha.

so many things to do.

=/

so pressed for time, yet so many things and so many troubles.

sometimes sibei dulan

but wad to do?

easily irritated.

everyday overslept, esp for 9am lessons.

nvr ending pile of work.

lectures SUX because i dunnoe wad teachers talking. even when i study myelf n ask my frenz, i STILL DUN UNDERSTAND.

am i really so poor in understanding those bloody technical stuff?

for example MI. failed MI common test. i hav to take retest and study again so dat i really got an idea wad MI is talking abt.

let me repeat MI DEL and TP?

siao ar, waste time ar. people 3 years graduate liao u 4 years den graduate? u wan see pple graduate or u wan graduate with pple?

"人家坐车，你走路咯”

easier said den done.

it is so mentally and emotionally torturing. i been thru once, i hav no intention of doing it again.

i agree, sometimes (sometimes only ok?) i am a bit lazy and my attitude towards work is cmi. but den, facing with so many stuff, n stuff which i hate n dun like, how u expect me to like it? i FORCED MYSELF very hard to do those stuff. everytime i study those things i really FORCED myself to do it. i always feel damn sleepy in class nowadays, i am abt to resort to drinking chicken essence during class.

"dun blame others la, blame urself for not hardworking"
"stop pushing the blame to others, u only have urself to blame"
"ur attitude problem towards work. dats where u fail terribly"
"concentrate in class and stop dozing off"

thinking abt it, i dun really hav anything to distract me.

-PSP
-PS 2
-nitendo
-xbox
-PDA
-ipod
-creative MP3 players
-MP3 players
-gameboy

i do NOT own any of the above before, and not for now.

but why my studies still sux? none of those stuff can distract me because i dun hav any!

i hav an old hp with a 2MB memory, cam. dats all.

i am nt trying to pity myself, but maybe my studies no good, so i shld not have those gadgets? i dun "qualify" to play with those gadgets?

a laptop counted? i dun hav a choice, need it for studies, otherwise i wouldnt hav bought it. i dun play games (except for CS which i play only in sch leisurely). Nt hardcore gamer also. i dun DOTA (i hav the game but i dun play it).

i had my computer when i was 7years old. stop envy-ing me, so? more like i dun really noe how to play computer games at dat time also. do i noe a lot abt computers? i dun dare to say so.

my mum has nvr bought those gadgets above, nt even from young (rmb digimon and tamagochi?) for me. i always dream of having dem when i was young.

maybe dat has cultured me into a person who doesnt seek rewards from helping pple bah, in a way.

Some parents reward their children after a major exam (like PSLE, O level, A level, or when graduation). but my mum doesnt, for me.

i am nt bias against her for rewarding my bro, i noe she did reward my bro when my bro did well for his PSLE, O level. coz i noe myself too well dat if i were my mum i wont even reward my children if dey didnt score well.

i am just glad dat dey didnt kick me out of the hse for sluggish results produced in JC1. No, no one shld say dat my parents doesnt dote me. whoever says dat i will kick dem. dey do, i noe.

i just realise, when u are happy, u dun really care abt how much money u hav or dun hav. but when u are upset or unhappy, u will find dat u wan lots n lots of money to keep u secure.

i am just waiting for the day i officially graduate. dats when i get to choose wad i wan to study or do in the future.

*i missed a chance last time and the next chance dat comes along i will nt let go*

some will noe wad i am talking abt, but for others who hav no idea, i hav something in mind dat i wan to accomplish. =)

Wednesday, July 18, 2007 { 9:18 PM }

it has been quite a while since i updated my blog.

hav been very busy, preparing for retest, test, project, presentation. just finished tp retest and IS presentation. had to stay up till 3am this morning to finish all my work, den i woke up at 9am, barely more den 6 hrs of sleep. after dat had to prepare my speech slides and stuff, and had to study tp again, which i didnt really concentrate much.

only BME student who failed tp. feeling kind of funny, since i enter the exam hall without any BME students with me. name list also quite funny, all is A, B, C class den suddenly got one G class.

nt something to be proud of though. but i managed to get pass this day. the presentation also nth much bah, teacher say my presentation lacks creativity, though overall was quite well done. Only schumann got A (he is really creative). next assignment is group work again, need more effort. lol.

"the sudden feeling of emptiness is draining my strength away"

Wednesday, July 04, 2007 { 8:51 PM }

update....

nth much, well, my gum hasnt been too well....cant eat many things. sored. n gum got ulcer i think. haha....

anyway, common test result is out. ALL of dem are way below expectation. (except for maths, which i got a fairly decent grade. LOL). got one even caught me by surprise (dun say liao, v diu lian).

this sem's IS module is Insights into China....*shucks, no more slacking from this term onwards during IS liao =p*.....ok la, sounds quite fun. so long nvr hear a class conducted in chinese....hmm.....when i chose this IS, wad were the comments i got??....

" siao ar, choose dat one..."

"wah.....u sure u wan choose or nt?"

"crazy...."

haha. first lesson was abt dynasties of China....den after dat we suppose to do report.....and we had our second lesson at National Lib dere. so each grp is suppose to choose a dynasty and find out more n do up a report and presentation...nt bad la, in the end our grp was the only grp who got A. lol...

well...........