myaurora

Wednesday, November 30, 2005 { 9:36 PM }

dad didnt hav to work again!......haha he has been taking so many leave coz he nids to clear dem so juz kind of like "take for fun" lorhz................haha.......when he is arnd i cant sleep till 10 so i was awoken by him at arnd 9am......had bread n curry puff which he bought for me for breakfast.......den started studying at arnd 10 am.......basically i tried to finish off the promos qns........den alo read thru the formulaes n study dem again......

had maggi mee lunch n luncheon meat for lunch, had a bath, den started to study econs......den my dad n my bro went out......den became a little lazy, so instead i lied on bed to study lorh.........den i tink study study den sleep liao.........until my bro n my dad came back den woke up.........haha.......den continue to study till 4pm, when i watched the show "triple nine"......haha it is an old show larhz but den i still watch it.......i rmb last time i loved to watch dat show..................hmm at abt 5 when the show finished i went online fer half an hour where i chatted with shao fen n pei ching..........

den after dat i juz cheong maths.........the AP GP part......realised dat i still nid to refer to the formula occasionally......arghz i muz try to reallie memorise the formula until it is at my finger tips...........hahaha.......did maths until 7pm where i watched tong xin yuan......while waiting fer my mum to come back n hav dinner.......

juz six more days to re-exam.......though i feel ready but den i juz hope i can give my best n cheong to J2 larhz....dun wan to disappoint my frenz dey all who has been supporting me n encouraging me all the while....... :)

"muz cheong den can win!........."

Tuesday, November 29, 2005 { 10:18 PM }

woke up quite early today coz had to go school to see Ms Xiao for maths consultation...............ya i thought edith also got go but in the end she nvr go coz she had to pluck her wisdom tooth out (poor her).....ya.....n junhong yesterday last min msg me n say he going to work so nt going fer the consultation.....

Den consulted her until near 12 o clock , when i called wen jun to see dat if i could pass the chalet money to her coz she say she want to go n book......but den call her hp her hp didnt switch on so i had to franctically call liyun to ask her fer wenjun's house number......contact le wenjun den she asked me to wait till 3 o clock in the afternoon lorhz (i presume she is still sleeping ba)........ya well i didnt wan to go home den go out again so i studied fer a while more in school (the college is so damn quiet larhz, nobody arnd.....) hmm so i had my lunch at teck whye dere (a big plate of chicken rice), den walk arnd b4 i decided to call yi liang to see whether i can visit him or not....while waiting fer wenjun to call.........well called yiliang's house nobody picked up so i presume nobody is at home ba but anyway decided to go clementi larhz coz wanted to visit my old house where i used to live...ya, missed dat place v much, even though i already moved house like fer almost two years le......coz clementi is where i spent my childhood lorhz, lived dere fer abt 15 years b4 i shifted........n den when it is year-end dat place is v windy n cooling lorhz, dat is the part which i liked larhz...........so after lunch i boarded an MRT train to clementi.......den juz when the train reach bukit batok den yiliang called me..........n u all noe y nobody picks up the call?????.......coz he was still sleeping!.......omg.........dat time was arnd one plus le............so ya, den change of plan---go to his house n slack instead!........haha..........ya, yiliang is one of my few frenz whom i noe since kindergarden n still remain in close contact..........haha so dere r quite a lot to catch up......hmm, den also played his computer games n see his huge collection of anime songs........wahaha...........n den saw quite a cute blog on his comuter lorhz (i forgot the address le).....it is abt some comics abt singapore's education system.......hahaha.....quite funny larhz.........

called wenjun from yiliang's house n she say she cant meet me le!.......diao......well but she say she will go n book the chalet first.......she say she wont be booking the downtown east de but those at pasir ris aloha lorhz. like those bungalow dat kind.......den wenjun was asking me whether took book one storey or two storey de.....one storey de one nite is 105 bucks while two storey de is 145 bucks per nite.........ya den she say book one storey de larzh coz according to her she say still nid money fer BBQ n stuff larhz.......ya so ok lorhz.....n she say if chalet not big enough for everyone to sleep den guys can sleep outside larhz (haha erm........well.....)...........

stayed until four plus at his house b4 i headed home......ya, wad a day.......reach home den revised my stats, the hypothesis part.............managed to do some qns without referring to formula or examples (yeah!).....haha i guess dat can be a small small acheivement dat i gain from so many days of revision larhzz..........haha.......

"dun stop nvr give up....but intelligently look at the prob so u wunt be going wrong directions!......"

Monday, November 28, 2005 { 9:51 PM }

one more week to re-exam!.....woosh i better study harder......ya......mugged fer half a morning n till 4 plus in the afternoon.........practice n practice n practice n practice n practice...........wahahaha..........do all the maths sum n tried to finish off the promos 2005 maths paper liao.......ya, felt much more confident den three weeks ago....juz hope i can score this time........

yup den watched the football match between spore n myammar...though spore won but den spore still fail to make it past group stage (poor dem).......n spore had sooo many gd chances larhz......onli to score one goal....n this U-23 team probably nids more time lahz, coz the senior team (which won the tiger cup) r better den dem....maybe becoz dey had super strikers n marksman like indra sahdan (dat guy who always score against big team like Japan, Uruguay n even Manchester United!) n Nor Alam Shah........well nvr mind i tink it is a gd job fer dem, though dey probably did not hav to lose to Vietnam larhz, which might prove to be their downfall this time..........

after dinner den went to chee hoe dere to revise maths.......haha......fer an hr plus.....den come home le..........yeah tmr will be meeting ms xiao n edith in sch to revise maths.....i hope i can cheong all the way larhz....ya............

"adrenaline rush......but dun rashly rush........"

Sunday, November 27, 2005 { 11:31 PM }

hmm today both my parents got to work so onli me n my bro stayed at hoome.......haha......woke up at arnd 9 plus in the morning.....ya den do the usual stuff i had to do in the morning (brush teeth, had breakfast.......).....yup, den switched on my computer to kind of like do "regular maintainence".......yup coz in idle mode it already used up 63% of the RAM (my com's RAM is 256MB).....ya so of cuz will hav to do something abt it larhz or else reallie quite lag.......open abt six msn chatbox at the same time den jiu cannot tahan liao.....i go to "run", den type "msconfig" to use dignostic startup function to adjust which application to startup when i on my computer (becoz some application r reallie redundant n u do not nid dem de, for example, microsoft office toolbar).....yup like this, adjust here n dere, den free up to 63% free when idle......i learnt this trick from a computer magazine....yup...........

after adjusting i did some studying....on maths n function graph....kept drawing n drawing larhz...........den after dat had lunch, i fried rice dat r left from yesterday........fried with egg n canned spice pork cube........oh man dat wad nice!.....i also fried the seaweed chicken.....had a v v full lunch........after lunch i was quite lazy larhz, so i had a bathe, den tried to study but den quite lazy....so i switched on my computer, den study with music lorhz.....kept repeating the SHE songs.......yup at leats dat motivated me to study a little........did some qns on maclaurin expansion......den i also got try to do the promos maths paper again....the stats part......realised dat dey were quite easy, how come it seems so hard last time?......haha......well...........

last nite had some thoughts over some stuff ba, while sending chean thing a MV........i got two friends who i noe since my kindergarden days (dun wan to name dem).......comparing the three of us, i feel dat.......i am.....aiya, dun noe how to say.......one of dem he is nt gd in his studies but den at least he is gd in sports, has many girls after him coz he is handsome n noes how to hav fun in life.......the other one he is v gd in his studies n is A student...........den wad am i?........reallie gd in nothing..... not gd in sports, not gd in studies.......dat day my mum n me when we r toking abt dem i started to realise this fact.......out of the three of us at the end of the day i might be the one achieving nothing.......be frank, i am reallie gd at nothing, everything average except studies, which is going downhill.......no, i am not gd in studies, no i am not gd at sports...........n i dun enjoy super popularity in sch or among frenz n i am just a normal somebody who doesnt make a big difference out of other pple's life.....haiz~......does it hav to be like dat?.....i dunnoe.....i rmb some say which says dat dere will be a talent in u which u dun discover it......17 years of my life le, no indication of this talent still.........i am not wanting to be someone great who can win medals in olympics or becoming a top A level student or wad but den i juz wish for an area in life which i am gd in n i enjoy doing it......no doubt studies r important n no matter how difficult it is a muz concentrate on it but den y i cant juz excel or be gd in something else so i can motivate myself to go further in my studies n my life?.....i am reallie thankful to my frenz who helped me n motivate me but den dey cant always be by my side.......i reallie nid to find a solution i guess.............

"having motivation=half the work done........."

Saturday, November 26, 2005 { 8:09 PM }

woke up at arnd 10 plus in the morning......coz yesterday nite larhz my msia cousin send me a 70MB file to me on msn.....n her connection is so slow.....ya den 3am den sleep....so today was quite tired when i woke up.............

brushed my teeth n surfed net, b4 i had my "brunch" liao........yup a cup of tea, one piece of cake, n one piece of cream bun......den had a bath, b4 i started studying......on functions........while listening to music larhz.....haha.......function i kept practising on the drawing of graphs yup i tink i am more a less familar liao....ok this afternoon reallie like a bit lac lac but den study quite a lot of stuff......"first time i enjoyed studying"...........lol........

dad had to attend a wedding dinner so he came home le, had a bath, den go out again............ya.........mum bought dinner for me.....one chicken drumstick, one chicken wing, one pack of french fries......wahh....of cuz i got cook white rice n some curry dat r leftover from yesterday.......yup had a v full n tasty dinner......heh.......my bro had npcc session in sch till 6 plus n he said he ate 3 packet of rice in the afternoon (wow).................haha........he muz be reallie hungry sia.........but in the end he cant eat his dinner (so sad).......yeah.........

"strong, isnt juz saying it but expressing it........"

Friday, November 25, 2005 { 11:56 PM }

dad didnt hav to work today so he woked me up at abt 8.30.....otherwise i would hav slept till 10 lorhz......haha, was v tired n reluctant to wake up at first but den after i woke up, brush my teeth n had breakfast, i felt v energetic liao......yup......

at arnd 10am my dad he went to donate blood, while i went online fer a little while, den arnd 11 i go to sch......ya, n SHE release their album today!!!!!!!!!!!..........hahahaha........ya i went to sembawang music to find out in the morning but den the stock seems hasnt arrive yet......yup, so i juz went to shilin snack store at lot one dere to buy the crispy chicken.........den headed to sch where i met jun hon n ms xiao to revise maths.......today basically cleared a lot of concepts which i tink i "didnt know"......yup, n find dat function isnt reallie dat difficult larhz........ms xiao told us the re-exam paper wont be dat difficult ya so she ask us dun kan cheong n study the lecture book's example jiu can liao.......

yeah after dat me n jun hong went to lot one...coz i wan to see whether the stocks arrived or not..........go dere n realised dat still haven arrive yet!.........the lady dere told us it will onli come in the evening........ya.....so well went to library to see zhiying do his cip at cck library........haha.......he reallie v hardworking.......... :)........

yup went home after dat to revise a bit on maths........den i had a early dinner (cant wait for my mum to come back coz i too hungry liao, i ate little fer lunch).....yup den went out to buy SHE cd..........yeah finally it came, at arnd 9pm......juz as when i step into the shop........haha........so happy.......this is the first album i bought this year......coz this year reallie dun hav much money, expenses r quite high lehz.......last year was the year when i bought most cds........last year i bought elva 5th avenue album, angela de aurora, SHE qi huan lu cheng....den also got buy angela de over the rainbow album, stefanie sun de, F.I.R, Jolin de cheng bao album (over the rainbow, stefanie, Jolin, n FIR i bought China version de so not so expensive)........den plus the SHE encore album which my bro bought fer me when last year he went to Tawian (dat one i no nid pay :D).......so i roughly bought 100 bucks of CD last year larhz....... heex.....but den last year didnt hav the nid to spend so much money so i guess dat is where my money goes to: CDs!........

after dat went to jelepang to meet jun hong coz to pass him the maths promos paper which i hav photostated........ya, den also sit at LRT station dere to have quite a long chat with him lorhz........ya it is reallie nice to chat withim larhz......toked abt many things lorhz, from studies to each other's life lorhz......hahaha............

"try ur best n no one can blame u for not acheiving........"

Thursday, November 24, 2005 { 11:02 PM }

today also boring larhz, woke up at ten, den brush teeth den study lorhz........haha, study econs.....yup den went online fer a while, where shao fen also online n asked me to send her SHE songs(pple usually dun ask for SHE songs).....den had lunch (still v unhealthy lunch)..........yup, den had a cup of tea to quench thirst (the MSG of instant noodles makes u feel so damn thirsty).....yup den had a bath den wah, dun feel like studying liao, coz was like damn tired larhz......so went online to slack until four plus, where played fifa world cup, using England again, in professional mode.......oh man dunnoe y i beat every team dat came my way n became the champion!.....omg, every time i play it isnt dat easyy lorhz.........

teams i fought (using England) in group stage:
Sweden
Argentina
Nigeria

knock-out stage:
Denmark

Quarter-Final:
Belgium

Semi-final:
Brazil

Final:
Paraguay

hmm let me explain the game a bit, if u play FIFA world-cup 2002 game in professional mode, it is quite a bit difficult n takes u a while to master the tricks involved if u wan to win. For me, if i use England, the group game would be with sweden argentina n nigeria. Sweden n Argentina r the few trickest team in this game, with sweden ranking 10th n argentina ranking 3rd in the game. If u take England, which ranks 9th in the game, u find dat it isnt an easy job to get past the group stage at all. When i play, some of the cases is dat i get kicked out of the group stage, losing to argentina n sweden......but den mos of the time my strategy is to draw sweden, can lose to argentina, den win nigeria...but den dun look down on nigeria, coz dey sometimes can turn out to be a surprise winner also, esp if u play long ball tatics, coz it wont work against dem (lata i explain y).....if play against sweden, the player to look out for is henrik larsson (shooting rating seven, wif one as the lousiest, seven is the best)......fast passing may cause ur midfield to panic.......yup.......den comes to argentina, one of the most dangerous team..........mos of the time is becoz of hernan crespo causing the trouble, coz he is damn fast n can catch u by surprise............den comes to nigeria, y long ball tatics wont work? coz rmb i use england?.....ya michael owen is short (as compared to nigeria defenders, n the 2002 peter crouch haven appear yet..aww........) yup n mos of the time he will lose the air-ball.............yup.........

ok depends on ur luck when comes to knock out stage.......if u finish second in the group, den most likely u will meet france......i hav lost to france more den any other team......coz from defence to mid-field to striker dey r a reallie almost perfect team......maybe the onli flaw i find is dat the right back of france (thuram) is a bit slow so maybe can makes use of dat flaw to attack........yup u also might meet brazil at quarter final.....yup, n it is also an indeed a horrible team larhz, most of the time when i fought dem using england i always lost........coz dey r reallie too strong in attack.......

so wad happened to me today?.....yup i won sweden by one goal, den beat argentina by one goal....den also win nigeria by one goal..........den fought denmark, win dem 2-0.....den belgium, which i won dem 4-3, den semi final met brazil....oh man i fought tooth n nail den manage to draw dem, den proceeded to penalty shoot-out after extra time......yup den manage to beat dem in penalty shoot-out 3-1...yup a close shave, n michael owen missed one the penalty!........yup n last final i met paraguay!......n i had to lose owen n paul scholes in dat match coz of the amt of yellow cards dey picked up in their previous matches n guess my who r my strikers? teddy sheringham, andy cole n alan smith!....oh man i was tinking " how am i going to win without owen!?" (dat time no rooney yet)....yup but den i still fought it.......den one beautiful pass from lee bowyer to andy cole, den he dribble past three paraguay defenders!..omg, he has nvr done it b4...hahaha...........in the end i won dem one nil.....yeah man no restart, no cheats, juz straight wins!...haha...too happy liao.......n my main england squad consist of:

i play 4-3-3 formation:

keeper:
nigel martyn or david seaman (dey r equally gd sia)

defenders:
gary nevile
rio ferdinand
sol campbell
philip nevile

midfielders:
Steven gerrald
David beckham
Lee bowyer

strikers:
paul scholes
michael owen
alan smith

haha u might wonder y i put paul scholes as striker......becoz sometimes in the game i might shift the formation to 4-4-2, den in dat case i can put scholes in mid-field without having to do any subsititution......scholes can also play as striker.......

yup after the game dunno y i felt so much energetic, so i decided to revise my econs, cost n production.........yup..den watched tvee..n hor i wan to watch tong xin yua, but den zhen ming tian nu is also showing at the same time......wah.....dunnoe wad to choose lehz so in the end i watch half half......but den next time i tink i will watch tong xin yuan coz zhen ming tian nu can borrow VCD..........hahaha..........

"one thing at a time makes u a fully-rounded successful person........"

Wednesday, November 23, 2005 { 10:50 PM }

ok today woke up reallie damn late larhz....11 plus.....coz past two days got to work n is v tiring......n today no nid to work liao.....of cuz i will sleep until v late......yup dat was when i rmb jun hong msged me last nite n ask me pass him the eonc notes n the FIFA world cup CD.....ya.....den i msged him n asked him whether can pass it tmr to him....coz he is going to watch harry potter with dem den dun wan to delay him for too long......but den he say he can wait lorhz so well i quickly packed all the stuff n went to lot one lorh.........

yup passed him the notes le den also saw zhu mei n sam...........yup den junhong n dem went off th jp to meet up wif the rest of dem to watch movie lorhz i gues......haha i dun noe who got go lehz, i onli noe meng bing n liyun also got go....well after dat iwent to seven-eleven to buy the quick-bites stuff, the nasi lemak for lunch.....wah den realised dat dere were no more of dem left!.......wah lau in the end i onli buy the mash potato den go home....so i went home to cook instant noodles, plus on chicken patty, plus fry some seaweed chicken.......plus cook two eggs........wah basically had a damn full (n super unhealthy)lunch.......i went to seven eleven to buy lunch coz i dun wan to eat instant noodles again but den aiyo ended up cooking it again.....

den had a bath, b4 i started to study econs....wah mind block lehz, haiz~........den sheng thin call me n ask me to meet her to pass her back the cds.....ya........den meet her at cck MRT at arnd 7pm lorhz.........den went home......like lorhz.....my life is gettig pretty boring as days go by, onli to study n study fer the re-exam......i guess dat is part n parcel of life..........

"life is boring if u find it boring, otherwise it is nvr boring coz life fails to bored........."

Tuesday, November 22, 2005 { 10:24 PM }

shlouldnt hav slept so late last nite......when i woke up i was too tired larhz.... n the weather today is sooo nice to sleep also.....when i reach workplace i was still in a daze......hmm well hav to start work anyway....n no order to rush so i took my own sweet time to print out the shoe sole.......the rough rubber mat made my hand's skin quite thin lehz, blisters going to appear soon..n today while i moved the big pieces of rubber mats in the storeroom i accidentally kicked one of the boxes....wah my little toe nail i tink half felt off..........damn it.......though it doesnt hurt like crazy but den u could feel the pain for evey step u walk.......n today is a rainy day somemore, the factory's aircon is going at full blast.......though i not cold larhz(where i am standing is quite far from the air-con set, my poor mum n her colleagues were shivering).....ya.......worked until 4.30pm when i finished printing out the last shoe sole (according to my esitmation, the number of sole i printed out over these few days could make one thousand pair of boots)...den was preparing to go home le when i was persuaded to stay for half an hr more larh (coz my mum told me the salary would be easier to count).........den one of the auntie dere she gave me some packaging work to do (got to pack some small pieces of clothes into a small plastic for export to other factories)......den when reach five le den the auntie told me to stay until 5.30pm, coz according to her logic, she say dat if i stay until 5.30pm, den my total salary would be juz nice one hundred dollars larhz...haha well i juz stay lorhz, half an hr more mean two more bucks....haha i wont be at a disadvantage anyway..........

went to liyun's house to get my bluetooth thing back.....coz i nid it......n her house is not far away from the factory lehz, onli a few blocks away......den heard liyun saying dat tmr dey going to watch harry potter or wad...and asked me wan to go or not.....hahaha i dun tink i am going larhz...v sian lehz, besides i nt too keen on watching harry potter......meng bing lata den msged me asking whoever is going n it is at 12.30 pm tmr at jurong point......hmm k larhz guys u all tmr hav fun ok? :)

today is my last day at work le, coz those shoe soles i tink i hav printed more den enough......so wont be going back to work........hmm will miss the pple dere ba, coz my mama de colleagues r reallie v nice to me......ya if dere r further opportunities for me to go back dere to work wih dem i probably wont hesitate....though the part time pay is a bit low, but den what matters most is the gaining of experiences..................

"ur inner strength is infinity time more stronger den ur physical strength.......".

Monday, November 21, 2005 { 11:04 PM }

today is as usual, got to go to work (onli havc to work until tmr!).....ya today at work basically had to rush an order larhz, producing abt 400 pairs of shoe soles within a day........ya had to be quicker than fri lorhz basically......n today's weather is so damn gd to sleep lorhz, how i wish i did not hav to wake up in the morning.......n same larhz, hav to stand at the machine dere fer eight plus hrs.....hahaha.......but den like this one day jiu earn 30 plus bucks liao....a bit low lehz aiya but better den nothing......den somemore my mama de colleague all dote me a lot (coz i am the youngest dere......the pple who worked dere almost all r auntie except for dat msia guy who is 5 years older den me onli) and for afternoon "teatime" dey all let me hav nice cakes n biscuit to eat lorhz......hahah feel like a spoilt child over dere......

well went home at abt 6 plus.....den had dinner........den started doing some maths on AP GP......realised dat i am a bit slow lehz.......but den nvr mind for one qns i tink fer 15 min den i got the ans..........ya revising the formula, den switched on computer to edit my second blog...decided to do up my second blog by uploading photos n getting a account at photobucket.com.....den i can use my favourite SHE wallpaper as my blogskin lorhz.....or else use internet de some of dem not v nice.........kind of like designing my own blogskin.............yup.....

"do or do not, dere is no "try".......wah lau try also wont die right?.........."

Sunday, November 20, 2005 { 8:21 PM }

today quite a boring day.......woke up quite late.......n was in a daze when i woke up....coz last nite i slept quite late.........ya.....had "brunch" liao (u can guess how late i woke up)......my bro he fried luncheon meat n a few pieces of egg so go wif bread, btu den i decided dat i had enough of bread so i cooked instant noodles instead to go wif luncheon meat and egg (v unhealthy but den too delicious to resist it).......

had a bath after lunch den started to study maths-- first three month stuff like logarithmic, quadratic functions and AP GP......did quite a lot of log n quadratic qns......and also forced myself to memorise the AP GP formula....binomial also did one qns............do until 5 plus in the evening when my mum came home.........den i began to slack.........at 7 plus my dad's fren came over to chat wif him n also to drink beer.......my dad n his fren knew each other fer quite long le ( i tink since his sec sch days) ya n come to my house once a month to like hav a beer drinking session wif my dad........haha i tink it is dat strong frenship between dem dat bond my dad n him together........ya.........

ok pple i will be having another blog larhz, it will be mostly in chinese......ya dat blog will be mostly abt myself and my thoughts on certain songs...since it is a chinese blog, den mostly it will be chinese... http://free-xpression.blogspot.com .........ya i also will link this blog to my another blog so do check it out ya? :)

"u r onli poor if u dun hav morals........otherwise u r a rich person, rich in moral!"

Saturday, November 19, 2005 { 10:37 PM }

wahh today dun know y i was sooo tired when i woke up from bed.....arnd 9.30am like dat.........i actually woke up at 7 de coz i thought i wanted to go chee hoe dere to consult him on maths but den decided not to as i got a headache, besides, i was too tired to drag myself up from the bed.......so i msged him n told him i got a headache lorhz...........ya i hope he doesnt mind ba :).........

ok i had a simple breakfast, den surfed wikipedia.com.........coz i realised dat i no mood to study......ya........den near to 12pm i decided not to waste time larhz n studied econs, perfect competition......... coz i played computer from 10 plus to eleven plus...........yup.......study until arnd1 plus when i went to seven-eleven to buy cup noodles n mash potato........den when i came home i somemore went to fry the seaweed chicken........basically had a v full (n unhealthy) lunch :)............yup.......den bathed myself.......den continued study econs........until three plus when i f elt reallie damn tired..........ya so i took a short nap......when someone called my hp!.....dat person was elson......wah lau long time nvr hear from him le.....den suddenly call me....got a surprise actually..........hahaha.........he was asking me whether i was free or not (i presume he wans to meet me up for a chat or wad.....) but den i was still v tired when i woke up yup so i told him i v lazy to go out lorhz......ya.....den tok halfway dunnoe y the line kena cut off le.........ya.......well in dat two min short conversation he told me he is in ngee ann now (oh man soo many of my newtown frenz are in ngee ann!).......yup n asked me where i go or wad lorhz.....ya den nvr tok finish den the line cut off le.....i tink tmr or mon i contact him again larhz............yup..........

tinking of old frenz, i wonder how did the dinner at ptps went on lehz.......coz 6h yihan jason yiliang dey all go to the dinner.......i orginally wanted to go but den 35 bucks.....too ex liao......den i was like discussing this with chee hoe so he say i go den he go.......but he noe i wont be going ( n my mum wont agree anyway coz 35 bucks) so he wil not go lorhz............n a bit like bluff yi liang lehz coz is like i told him i would be going but in the end i nvr go........i tink almost every 6h gathering i got go....n yiliang got go becoz i go (haaa well......)....becoz we went into the same sec sch larhz so dat is y we r quite close now......last time when we in 6h we not so close de larhz........onli norm norm frenz..........

toking abt frenz......i tink i am reallie lucky coz the frenz i had from young till now are quite gd pple larhz.......friendly, nice.....ya though some of dem i might had forgotten coz dun see each other regularly le, but den some of dem i still got regularly get in touch....yup like lot of my pri 6 frenz n some of my new town frenz ba.......i tink the invention of sms is soo gd larhz.....lets u pass chin msgarnd wishing each other gd nite.....by forwarding the msg to ur frenz, it shows dat u r actually tinking him or her.......yup.........

"one century = one hundered years or 1200 months or 36500 days or 876000 hours or 52560000 minutes or 3153600000 seconds........"

Friday, November 18, 2005 { 11:37 PM }

wossh today was first day at work lehz......followed my mum to the factory where she worked...kind of excited n nervous, since this is my first job...yup......my mum has been working dere since two years ago when she decided to sew clothes at the factory instead of sewing it at home....n my mum sew those uniform dat u find in those technology factory where dey make those computer chips n stuff like dat, like space suit like dat......n now dey urgently nid someone to help dem cut the sole of the boots out out, coz dey also make boots for the factories.......so den go dere n work lorhz.......pay is not reallie v high larhz, the rate is something similar if u work at macdonald, so juz give a try lorhz......n i tink onli nid to work fer three days onli ma, until i finish the quota dat dey require............at Bukit Batok dere, close to blk 291...yup........

when i entered the factory, i was greeted by all the aunties who worked dere (it is a female working environment) plus a guy who is in his 20s, who is a malaysian.........i always hear my mum toking abt him larhz.....n he can mix with those aunties v well.....he is reallie v friendly guy who made the place quite lively........so i started work at eight, first i hav to go to a storeroom to grab those materials dat i nid to cut the shape of the sole of the shoe.....wah coz going to produce like many hundred pairs of shoe larhz so had to move many the rubber sheet to the machine dere...........so it was like haven reallie work den my hands felt v bruised wif the friction against the rought rubber sole........den also hav to shift rolls n rolls of cloths which r bundles n tied up........n damn heavy............ya den after dat one of the auntie dere taught me how to use the machine to cut the sole out from the big piece of rubber.......the machine is like a v big piece of metal, den dere is another metal piece which is the shape of the shoe...den u place the model on top of the rubber.......den u turn n place the whole thing under the machine, den u press the button on the machine, which will lower the heavy metal part onto the model n.....hey presto, the shape of a shoe is out!......ya...sound simple?...........but den the problem of this job is dat u cant sit, n u hav to stand all day long!........ya so i stood from 9am to 12.20pm (until lunch break), dere doing the thing.........ya the machine is like near the door of the factory room, while my mum n her colleague who do the sewing r sitted behind me with their sewing machines...........yup.............n the rubber piece was somemore v dusty......hahaha........yup i had a big plate of fried rice fer lunch, b4 continuing the job........ at anrd 4pm still got 15 min of tea time de!.......ya............worked until 5pm where i go home first lorhz.....coz part time de onli do until 5pm, while my mum n her colleague those doing full time de dey do until 7pm.......yup, dragging my weary feet home.......well at the end of the day though tired but den basically no complains larhz.......at least now i noe it is not easy to earn money lorhz.......... :)....shld be looking forward to monday ba.....hahaha...........

went home, took a bath, den sat down to revise my stats lorhz.......den waited fer my mum to come home b4 having dinner..........ya wad a day larhz.........tmr n sunday i tink i better study more larhz.....a gd chance to quicken n catch up.........

"noes nothing; nothing to noe.....which is better??........"

Thursday, November 17, 2005 { 11:10 PM }

ok my mum didnt hav to work today.....yup......went out wif her n my bro to ICA dere to hav my bro's identity card made coz he is reaching 15 years old.........yup, the procedure was quite fast larhz, except dat my bro had to hav his photo retaken again coz the one he brought wif him the lady didnt accept coz he looked so different now than when he was in sec one.....ya.....hmm...........

also had lunch at the ICA building dere......n also look at the exhibitions dat ICA put up...the exhibition basically tells us how the ICA works n the history of ICA n stuff larhz.....dere r also exhibition on the drugs and other illegal stuff dey seized....(real stuff man!.....nvr seen real drugs b4).......haha ya i learned quite a lot from dere basically n also on information on how ICA has prepared themselves in an event dat dere is a terror attack here.........ya.......

after dat went to Bugis dere de temple to pray......den go sim lim square coz my bro wanted to buy his MP3 player..........ya den got to a shop where de sell MP3 players.....den the shopkeeper introduced us to the singapore made MP3 player call (Le Mon)......wad weird brand i thought.......but den it is small n cute.....den the screen the colour damn nice............my bro orginally wanted to buy creative zen nano 1GB de...but den after the shopkeeper's recommendation, den he decided to buy dat lorhz.........ya.......

we buy le, den walk walk around, den jiu go home lorzh......i was like so damn tired liao.......yup....n some more today go out like for nothing like dat...........haha ya.........yup went home, den helped my bro to "set up" his mp3 player lorhz.......yup.......recorded all his favourite song inside......shucks today didnt study much!...onli touched on perfect competition on econs.........den nothing else le..........quite slack today ba............

going to work tmr le!...wonder how will it be like tmr........

"try even when u r going to die........."

Wednesday, November 16, 2005 { 10:35 PM }

hmm today is another boring day...got no where to go so study lorhz.......but den didnt study a lot, but i tink is right amount??...........wrap up the chapter on monopoly lorhz........den do the maths revision paper n finished half of the stats qns dere?......ya.....i realised dat a lot of times it is not dat i dun hav the concepts but den it is always my careless mistakes in those minor steps dat i do, which eventually i dun get the ans......den tink n tink......den will feel so demoralised.....den in the end when someone explains the qns to me den i realised dat not dat i dunnoe how to do but it is juz dat somewhere i hav commited a mistake which would not lead me to the answer.........i ought to be more careful lehz.......

stay at home for the whole day, woke up at nine in the morning, had breakfast, den started the studying econs, but den quite slow larhz.....after abt an hr or so den i took a break.......den went online fer a while to check mails and stuff........after that study econs again......this time round look thru the econs essay dat mr yap has corrected fer me.......ya.....den soon was lunch......went to 7 eleven to tapau mashed potato (i lovvveeeddd to eat dat) and mee goreng.............cost me abt 3 bucks sia.....(usually i would cook instant noodles at home to save money but den eat until v sian liao so change a bit for today larhz)........yup, den took a bath after lunch......den started studying maths.....revised wad chee hoe has taught me.....den do stats.......until my dad come home, den i started slacking n took a nap..........until 6.30pm, den i woke up.....den watched news, n also watched tong xin yuan.......ya........quite an interesting show larhz, esp dat dayang n his "mermaid"...today de episode is abt how dayang brought his "chocolate fishball" to the foodfair exhibition dere to sell larhz....den found out by daqiu who was v angry coz he didnt wan him to sell his delicious chocolate fishball....for the fear dat his chocolate fishball might win his tong xin yuan fishball..........den also show also got show actually the dong-ge was not actually the real dong-ge, but it is someone who looks identically to dong-ge.........the real dong-ge has died liao....den the fake dong-ge was actually after the money from the family........hahaha i wonder is dere such a thing happening in real life?.........well if dere is reallie, den money is the root of such evil larhz......if u tink, the fights and battles for assets, power, money n fame.........all closely interlinked to money.........haiz~......hahah well one muz noe when to be contented larhz......but it is human's nature to be greedy......hmm i am one of dem :P.......no larhz juz jk but den i tink one muz noe how to live his life out of the fullest larhz, rather den always getting into lawsuits or troubles.......ya.........

as i am typing here, got to noe dat Australia qualified for the world cup!.......woshh.....dey made it after winning 1-0, den plus penalty shoot-out! (coz first leg uruguay win 1-0)........ after 32 years since 1972..........!...........with sheer determination n beating all the odds......n somemore going into the match with 1-0 down from the results from first leg........ya............Uruguay are the hot favourites to grab the world cup spot as they play australia, as uruguay finished 5th in the south america qualifier section and hav to be enagaged in the play-off with oceania's champion, which is always australia...........coz teams like New Zealand and other minor pacific island football teams are quite weak, even New Zealand whose ranking is below Singapore! (Spore currently rank 95 in the world, out of 210 teams in the world, and is currently ranked as the top of south east asia football team after winning the tiger cup last year)...n i tink australia's ranking is abt 50th plus.....n dey could win Uruguay whose ranking is 17th in the world!...gosh.......n ealier on during the friendly match between England and Argentina, England won!...dat put England at the ninth spot with 754 point, same as Portugal.........whereas Argentina's ranked fourth...............ya.....

well it is always great to beat opponents who r better den u....well these examples from football shows us dat we shouldnt be complacent if we r in the top flight.......a gd example will be today's match between Aus and Uruguay larhz.........yup...........( i not condeming Uruguay)....ya but den on the other hand i feel dat sometimes when u r in the top flight u tend to be v stressed out as to fight to keep ur position..........well i tink sometimes it is not the complacency but den it is the tremendous amt of stress u hav......another example will be the match between Chelsea and Man Utd......Chelsea was winning like crazy while Man Utd was like v slumpy in form.....but dey also defeat all odds to defeat Chelsea.......yup...........now for world cup every team dat is involved in the world cup will be looking to dethrone Brazil larhz, running away with 840 pts in the FIFA and Coca Cola ranking series, with Netherlands (Holland) ranked second with 797 pts, den Czech Republic third with 783 pts............

Rankings and stats adapted from" http://www.fifa.com/en/mens/statistics/index/0,2548,All-Oct-2005,00.html"

"can i defeat the odds n shine?...i hope so......n soon....."

Tuesday, November 15, 2005 { 11:55 PM }

woshh today is another busy day lehz.....went to sengkang with wei qi, pei ching, n bing qin to interview the guy who draw comic......his name is wu guo xiong.......ya but den b4 interviewing him we had to take an hr MRT to sengkang from cck......no space in MRT to sit so we stood all the way dere larhz....so on the way we were still excitedly (esp wei qi) discussing last time we interview lee wei song larhz......ya n i tink dat bing qin is quite funny larhz.....hahaha......

ok so we reached dere at abt 4.00pm, half an hour b4 the start of the interview......since the interview was to be at compass point's delifrance, so we sat down at delifrance dere to sort out our qns first.....ya so at the mean time bing qin n me grabbed a bite n bought some food at delifrance.....i bought a slice of blueberry cheesecake for $3.50!....damn ex lehz....den bing qin she bought a puff for 2.60......wah such a small puff n it costs 2.60!...omg.....but den the cheese cake reallie taste v nice larhz so....hmm........

he reallie came on time larhz so den we started to bug him wif qns lorhz....the interview process was quite ok ba, a few laughters n wei qi tink he is cute... and dat wu guo xiong was actually a former Nan Chiau High chinese teacher larhz, den lata he decided to give up teaching n started to draw comics for a living, which was his dream since young............yup n he draws quite a lot of comics for education purpose.... n he advocates the using of comics to reach chinese larhz (i tink dat is a gd idea, but den i dun read comic so, well.....)and even let us see the books n comics dat he has draw b4 n even let us noe the upcoming comic dat is to be published n drawn by him...n i tink he is also quite funny larhz, coz i wore the PSI shirt den he started asking me wad was dat larhz.......the interview lasted for an hr, b4 taking photos...n b4 he went off he even said dat he tinks we r the better quality JC students....(hahaha well wad do u tink..........)............den after dat we went to mac to hav dinner.........den also at the same time listening to the three gals "gossiping" abt some other pple dat i dun noe.......i ate v full larhz, mac spicy double plus upsized coke.......yup, den after dat go home le........i almost slept on the train larhz coz i ate too full le......yup....den still got to change train n stuff like dat larhz......ya n this is the rare occasion dat i ever stepped onto sengkang.....coz normally dun go dere coz dun hav "opportunity" to go dere de....n take train somemore....v far.....haha.......

yesterday n today go out almost whole day so was reallie tired......i tink i shld take a break first.......n one thing: my mum asked me whether i wanted to work in the factory or not coz she say her workplace dere nid a temporary part time to work for 3 to 5 days onli.......4 bucks an hour n work from morning 8 to evening 7......ok la i tink i go n work lorhz, since it is onli 3 days n wont affect my revision schedule.....still got one hundred bucks plus to earn..........gain an experience..........n i tink will commence this fri ba.....haha..............

"time will nvr wait for u but if u chase it, den it will come after u instead....."

Monday, November 14, 2005 { 11:44 PM }

today is a reallie v busy day larhz, busy studying.....went to sch at arnd 10.30am, den started studying econs..........till 12 plus when i had my lunch in sch.....den jun hong joined me juz after i had my lunch.....den continue to study econs, on the chapter of monopoly.......got to get the basic concepts right first..n i made sure i reallie noe n understand the whole thing.......ya den while i study econs jun hong studied maths lorhz.....doing the maths revision paper dat ms xiao gave us.........oh ya den i realised dat dere is a mistake for the maths lecture book in the first three month de.....ya...for the chapter on summation larhz......jun hong was asking me n i found it weird larhz.....den calculate le den realised dat dere is a printing error...wah waste my time tinking wad could be wrong with dat step.......haha.....

hmm also studied maths n tried to do the revision paper on differentiation part den realised dat i couldnt do almost all of dem........ya so i juz did the one on implict differentiation larhz....onli revise n did one hour of maths den continue on econs......until four plus larhz when mr yap was free (i tink he got some errants to run coz i originally wanted to meet him at 10 in the morning but den he say three plus den he free....den at arnd two he say he will be a bit late so four plus lorhz.......)but den he v nice lehz n bought three cup cakes for me n jun hong larhz.....(though jun hong last min say he dun wan to find mr yap coz he haven revise econs yet)......ya.......den i consult mr yap n show him all the econs essay outlines dat i hav done lorhz.......i tink generally he is quite satisfied with my work larhz...ya..... den i also grabbed this year de A level maths paper........yeah.....tried to do those qns dat have been taught b4 but den it seems i got a long way b4 i can handle those qns.......

den went home to hav a quick dinner n bath b4 i headed to chee hoe's condo dere to consult him maths qns.........ya......actually i was quite tired le larhz so is like go dere already my mind half shut....ya den was like it took a rather long time fer me to understand the qns dat he explained to me......ya but den at the end of the day i can understand n noe how to do the qns larhz so i guess dat is the best reward larhz......

i was toking to darius in the morning in the canteen larhz.......ya so he was telling me dat his maths last time reallie v lousy n scored E for his promos larhz.....den he told me he got an A for his prelim........haha well he also said dat he nvr passed his bio papers b4 until the prelim.......yup.....he told me dun worry n he say i juz study dillgently den can le......haha well i tink i will take him as a role model n a source of motivation ba......yup.........

reallie deadbeat n tired n onli reached home at 10.30pm larhz.......so i guess i better take a gd nite break coz tmr hav to go to interview someone for the YRC project......at compass point (at sengkang) in the late afternoon...........

"as thin as the air might be, but den it benefits us; thin air is easily breathed in"

today (13 nov) is my grandma (my paternal grandma) de birthday!......haha ya went to her house at jurong west dere..........but b4 going dere my mum my bro n i took bus 67 to go to Bukit Timah railway mall dere to buy one log of strudel...........ya cost 18.50 bucks larhz................ya my mum wanted to go dere buy coz she thought dere got 157 which can go to my grandma the house straightaway........den wah lau turn out to be dat dere isnt any 157 bus service dere!..........so in the end we had to take 184 to go clementi bus interchange, den change to bus 99.......oh man waste quite a lot of time............

ya we were the first to reach dere at arnd 2.30pm......den subsequently my cousins n relatives dey all come lorhz..........brought a lot of food!...got curry, spring rolls, roast duck, fried noodles, prawn, nasi brayni, pork curry.........a lot larhz........all count.......den i ate quite a lot of food today lehz.......wah v v v v full........from afternoon kept munching food until to the nite......den drank many cans of cola........hahahaha...........ya.....a gathering for my relatives dey all ba....with laughters n smiles...... :)

looking at myself, i realised dat i feel reallie like a v broke person now.....i tell u y......:

1st: my 50 bucks sony headphone spoilt liao
2nd: my precious panasonic X70 is spoilt n beyond repair
3rd: my wallets has a hole n broke liao
4th: sandals also break n spoilt liao.......
5th: my watch de wrist band also break liao....
6th: realised dat my ocean pacific tee shirts r over wash liao n v old............
7th: my computer de optical mouse spoilt liao.......

reallie feel so broke larhz....got so many things to buy n replace lehz.....cant go to work fer the time being coz i hav re-exam to tackle lehz.....though i am not in a rush to replace these things larhz but den is like when something dat u hav possessed b4 den suddenly it is taken away from u u will feel lost de larhz...den some more all these stuff spoilt arnd the same time........cant ask everything from parents coz dey r reallie v tight on budget n i noe dat v v well de.........den my bro somemore is asking a mp3 player from my parents (he hav the cheek to ask coz he did pretty well fer his exams)........i cant juz ask coz i flunk my promos n dey r not reallie too happy abt it larhz....n i also no mood to buy an mp3 player now........haiz~........luck is reallie down fer me now i guess.......though my mum got ask me whether i wan an mp3 player or not when he asked my bro but den u noe i hav no mood fer other stuff larh so i juz reply "not now, see how larhz......".....last time when i reallie wanted something i will juz keep bugging my parents de..........but now i tink my tinkings change le......i find dat my desire for such stuff is no longer dere....mindsets will change de well i shall see how larhz.......

"smile!.... u r on the candid camera........!"

Saturday, November 12, 2005 { 10:33 PM }

ok today was reallie completely slacky larhz......didnt do much studying lehz........a bit gulity.......haha but den got read thru econs a bit........den maths tried to do some max n min differentiation.....coz dat topic i am reallie v bad at it......

my dad today forwarded me a msg.....which says dat a 10 month old baby has blood cancer (lekumia.......did i spell correct?)....n nids immediate blood transfusion....n nid guys with blood grp A+ de to go n donate blood.......n den contact someone call dunnoe wad de by her contact number......i saw the number n it is a m'sia number coz it starts wif 016 ma.........ya coz i donated blood b4 (early this year during the march hol, my dad pull me go de coz he is a regular blood donor.......) n my blood is A+ ma.......so my dads wans me to contact dat person...............i didnt wan to call de coz i was tinking "msia lehz?".....even if i wanted to help den is like quite a bit impossible ma........den might be spam also.....so i didnt care larhz.......den my dad called me again n i told him i didnt call larhz..... well he asked me to gave it a try larhz...............so bo bian lorhz i reluctantly call........den the person nvr even switch on the phone larhz........so i didnt care much larhz.......until my bro woke up n i told him this ma..........den he say" wah lau spam larhz......" coz according to his logic, he say dat if donate blood den y onli guys de lehz? ya........den i thought well he is got a pt......den i rmb dat i cannot get thru the line, which prompted me this qns : if dat person was waiting for someone to call, den she shldnt hav switched off the phone..........den y onli guys de lehz?........guys de blood n gals de blood not the same mehz?.........oh well........couldnt care much larhz............

haha well toking abt donating blood.......my dad is a champion donor larhz n has received awards for it....last time when i was young i always followed him to the HSA (Health Science Authority, Outram) dere to see him donate blood.......ya....so kind of like inspired by him lorhz..........n do u noe dat actually when u turn 16 u can actually donate blood with ur parent's permission? (though the actual age is 18...)....ya......haha..........n if u r scare of pain, well.......i wouldnt say it is v pain larhz, but den when dey poke the needle into ur arms dere it is a bit pain............hmm for me i am not scared of the pain but den is like after donating blood my arms dere got a big bruise....dat big patch of bruise hurts a lot....(coz i tink the nurse didnt poke the needle properly)...........n i rmb dat time after donating blood straightaway i met A04 de pple to sing kbox lehz.....so is like u can resume ur normal activities after donating blood but den dun do too stretchous activities........ya n u always see the HSA promoting n ask pple to donate blood coz according to dem , blood is a living cell n will expire de, so dey nid constant supply of blood n donor..........n recently got 5 pple charged in court when dey noe dey r at high risk of getting aids but dey still donate blood.....i tink dat is v irresponsible.........b4 u donate blood dey will ask u to sign a declaration form..........n according to the doc who attended to me b4 i donate blood he says dat the declaration form is a legal document larhz, ya so he says if i got any sickness den dun donate blood.........during the donating of the blood itself ar u wont feel the pain actually but u see ur own blood being transferred out of ur body...............but i am not someone who see blood den faint de larhz so for me i tink is ok de lorhz......den lie down dere den after abt 15 min den is finished!..........den dey will give u a coupon for free refreshments......den it is finished lorhz!......hmm quite an experience for me larhz........n u can donate blood once every three or four months......to tink of it i how many months nvr go le.....see when i free den i go larhz.........juz consider it as doing charity lorhz........

ya my cousin called me n said my X70 is beyond repair le!.......wah sian liao......dere goes my X70........bought it last year during june hols for abt 500 bucks!.........wad the hell.......now onli can use one my old samsung spare phone.......den send msg damn problematic de........well i tinking of getting the old model Nokia 8310 lehz...though no colour but den i see a lot of pple use dat phone till today still ok n gd...........dun wan to get colour camera phone le coz is like new 3G phones r so damn ex larhz....n nid so many features for wad???......ya if anyone noe where to buy 8310 brand new set de tell me ok???...........haha......

"so far away..........but it is never too far away...........

let u all guess wad is this thing......the bright yellow one..........

nope is not moon coz moon de colour nt so bright yellow..........

......niether is it a UFO......

......NOT a plane.........

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ans:

........juz a big balloon hanging in the air.............my bro says the balloon writes" akira big sales................"..............hung by the factory.....i guess dere is a ware house sales over dere.........

Friday, November 11, 2005 { 6:10 PM }

hahah today is my bro de birthday.....11 nov, 11 11........v easy to rmb lehz......heh heh anyway, happy birthday bro~!......

well today also didnt go out or wad lorh, juz stay at home to study n finish S3 N S4 revision.........did an econs essay.......ya quite simple larhz didnt do much lehz.........haa today is reallie study whole day larhz so nothing much to tok i guess.............still got twenty plus more days to exam so i better be well n fully prepared coz dey say re-exam v easy...dunnoe true or not but i anyway i will juz study larhz........

"be truthful.......n the truth will be true to u"

Thursday, November 10, 2005 { 11:45 PM }

hey i am here to update my blog!.......special edition........ya.......well this post is specially dedicated to zhiying (at his request.......heex no larhz....... :) )haha........ya.........

hmm how i noe him?........on the faithful first week of january 2005, zhiyuan, wearing new town sec uniform, stepped into pioneer jc for the first time of his life......facing much uncertainties n fear his future, however remained calm n chose his subject combi after much hesitation of choosing between math n geography......

on the other hand, lee zhiying, came to pionner jc after getting 19 pts fer his prelim..........he also chose the same combi, though zhiyuan n zhiying didnt knew each other at dat point of time, however, it was this combi--maths C, Chi A and econs , 05A04 dat brought the both of dem together.............

on the first day when dey were group together in 05A04 class, coincidentally, zhiyuan n zhiying sat beside each other...........ya............while zhiyuan tried to get to noe more of his class, he found dat zhiying was a quiet person, so zhiyuan had a perspective of him liao: he muz be a v quiet person...........ya.....not much interaction between zhiyuan n zhiying, but den dere r somethings dat zhiyuan didnt realised until...........

...........until the second week of sch, when zhiyuan actually got to knew zhiying better, he realised dat zhiying was v talkative, someone who u could crap n joke with, n lastly, someone who is v noisy!........ya........basically zhiyuan was quite surprised...........yup........as days goes by, zhiyuan also found dat zhiying is quite gd in his studies, esp maths, n is also a v confident person.......yup......

chai tou kway, bowling, kbox, steamboat by marina bay, ji ko ba!...........these things seems near n yet..........zhiying is always so on for every outing, it goes to show how friendly n easygoing he is, as these can be proven by the photos dat are taken during the A04 outings.....

after first three month, after getting O level results, he wanted to go nanyang jc........yup it was his dream to go dere n now he could n he wanted to go dere!.......though he would be missed if he ever go dere, however, we wished him all the best.....BUT, fate likes to toy with him.......n he couldnt get into dere due to the raised cut off point.............so despaired, he was posted back to pioneer, n he entered sci stream...........yup n chose F maths, physics, chi A......F maths, a subject dat he longed wanted to do.........yup he got his choice of combi n enetered 05S20.......yup........he thought dat he would be happy dat he could pursue the subject dat he wanted do.......yup.........

but nevertheless, he wasnt happy n always find his frenz who were at A02 during breaks.......n there were toks of him joining A02 where he could take back the combi dat he was familar with.....n 7 of his frenz who came from 1st three month A04 who he knew quite well............den one day , couldnt take the fact dat he has been failing his F maths test n couldnt resisting the urge, he took the appeal form n wanted to transfer to A02........den one fine morning, tatas!, he appeared in front of A02 n those pple from 1st three month A04 were quite happy dat he came back!......esp the guys........yeah...........

yup as days goes by his strength in econs n maths begin to show.......topped the class in maths,everyone admired him........up......n became a "part time" maths teacher in the class......n as usual, due to his easy going n friendliness, he gained much popularity in no time...........the guys in A02 were overjoyed by the fact dat he came to join A02, coz dere was a "lack" in guys in A02....yeah........

welfare rep, someone who is confident in a lot of things dat he does, someone whom will offer his listening ear to u when u nid it..........yup i am glad to reallie hav him as a fren, a close fren..........yup one of our brother among the six guys in A02, knowing him is certainly a great thing dat can ever happen to u......though sometimes we might hav disagreements n stuff like dat, however, coz we wan the best way out for each other, disagreements usually disappear into thin air within a short time.....it is also certainly an honour fer me to be able to write abt him...................abt ten months since i noe him, say long not long, say short not short....yeah reallie hope to noe more of him, yup..........

*cheers!!*

felt so cheated.......no no, not becoz of my money.......n obviously not my body........is the DAMN GPF FILE DAT WE HANDED IN TODAY!.........today woke up at 7.30am, go to sch earlier a bit to hav breakfast....... ya......den arrange the project work file.........all in order.....but den, guess wad..........when we go to LT3, we realise dat dere is a standard file provided fer us to put our stuff in....n guess wad?.......onli put in INR, EOM N OI!!!!........i was wondering " wah lau den our minutes lehz? our email print outs lehz? den how abt those EOM drafts lehz?................guess wad was the ans........NO NID TO HAND IN!!!!!........wad the......den we do those fer wad??.....for the past few months we had to keep those draft lorhz.......n den hav to fake minutes lehz.......waste our effort......den still got to arrange our stuff n everything fer dem..........so my grp n i sat on the LT3 floor trying to sort out all the stuff.......kind of like panic larhz....coz hav to ask ms chew on how to put in n stuff like dat......well, in the end wad to do with those draft n extra articles?..........BURN IT!!!...haha no larhz but den i tink i juz stuff it in my store room larhz.....hahha......

after the thing den went concourse to discuss the YRC stuff with weiqi pei ching dey all....ya n weiqi she came up wif those qns liao...n den is like we saw a lot of pple arranging their GPF in the concourse ,waiting to submit it at LT3!.......omg is like we were laughing larhz coz some of their files were like so damn thick..if dey noe they onli nid to submit their GPF n those PI EOM thingy dat dey hav submitted and no nid to put draft minutes n stuff like dat, bet dat dey will cry like crazy! (eh is pei ching say dey will cry de........)so i was suggesting dat i shld go over dere, pat dem on their back, holding a pack of tissue paper in my hands n say "hey brother, u will nid these lata........ LOL".........

so after discussing i went home basically, bought bubble tea n a pack of nasi lemak on the way home to eat.......ya.....after eating den start work le......n bro his com the com mouse spoilt le!.........so he used my one.......so i hav no mouse....so i dig my cupboard fer one old wired ball mouse.......n found dat it was not long enough to reach the right hand side of my keyboard (coz pple use mouse always use it at the right hand side)ya so i guess hav to switch it to left hand side, so i now using my mouse at the left handside lorhz......ya.........can train my left hand also.......or else my lefthand v weak lehz........

well today cheong maths.........wrap up S7 N S8 le......now juz got to revise my S2 to S6.......ya S2 was pretty easy was procceeded to S3.....ya......n also do somemore qns on differentiation......getting more n mor familiarised wif differentiation.........dat is a gd sign though.......well today nvr reallie touched econs larhz coz i aim to finish revising stats by this weekend....ya so dat i can concentrate more on other aspects of maths.......

toking abt this weekend, it is my ah ma (my paternal grandma)'s birthday!........haha......wll every year also quite the same lorhz, celebrate it at her house......ya....buy cake n stuff like dat.......haha also a get together within the relatives.......ya......also hardly see each other during norm days.....everyone got their own life...........haaa........

"feel ur feelings.........n dey will make u feel too.........".

Wednesday, November 09, 2005 { 8:11 PM }

well today also quite a boring day lehz.......i guess i hav to endure these kind of days fer the whole of nov larhz......but nvr mind...kind of like getting used to it n feeling numb liao........well today woke up at 10am (my dad woke me up.....he didnt hav to go to work today so i cant sleep too late larrhz.....haha but den 10 am i tink shld wake up liao larhz........).....hmmm had a pizza bread n a cup of tea for breakfast.........den i rmb dat i nid to go n buy printer ink!.......coz hav print my I N R, as well as help laiyan to print hers.......ya so i went out at arnd 11am to yew tee to buy the ink, which onli cost 8 bucks! (go popular buy nid 10 bucks)......ya n also help my father buy some nails (dunnoe wad he is up to!....hahaha.......)......ya came back at arnd 11.30 am den went fer a short run........felt damn refreshed after the run.....den went fer a bath, den start studying liao.......

today i tink i covered quite a lot for maths sia, besides practicing differentiation i also attempt some maclaurin qns........n i tink my differentiation improved quite a lot liao as i could get those ans.....but den wad i am worried is the topic at function graph n curve (i reallie dun understand n i hated it v much........)ya..........tried to do ten yr series de differentiation but den some qns cant do coz sch haven teach the part abt differentiating the inverse trigonometrical functions....ya yesterday chee hoe taught me a bit(coz his sch already teach liao) ya n i tink is gd to noe a bit larhz........den had lunch (two big pack of instant noodles).....den revise econs lorhz, still stuck at market structure (not becoz i dun understand but den i tend to forget easily so hav to read it many many times)..........ya den i took a little little short nap......den i started to revise my stats.....n i finally could do stats le! (except S9).....ya finally could wrap up S8 n S7 liao......now i juz hav to practice some more qns on S2 to S6 den can liao......i also got go n try the revision paper dat ms xiao gave us so i tried to do the stats qns.......kind of hard lehz so i left it half blank, see whether chee hoe can solve fer me or not :P...........

finally mr yap replied my msg.....asking me to edit the I N R draft.....n laiyan she msged me telling me dat mr yap printed out my INR, put it in the peigon hole n had some comments on it...but den i didnt go sch lehz...so she msged me n told me wad the comment was larhz...ya he said refer to the pw booklet pg 12 n i tink i forgot to include :other possible approaches that you and/or your group could have adpoted for the project.............."..........i tink i forgot to include this part ba.....ya.......well other possible approach........eh how to do ar?....die liao......haha nvr mind lata den i go n ask fer help ba.........

n tmr hav to meet up wif my YRC member dey all.......discuss abt formulating the qns for the interview wif the wu guo xiong, i tink he draw comic de.......haha....n u noe wad?.......we hav to go to compass point de delifrance to interview him!!!.............gosh......n i thought dere is redhill or wad(i tink is far le) but den wei qi told me compass point is at sengkang!!! *faint* siao liao n some more the interview is in the late afternoon..........hmm....but den i am rather blur abt this interview larhz, seriously the qns we ask hav to cover quite broad lehz, nt like last time interview lee wei song......n i tink the last one is more n rather exciting larhz.......hahaha............hmm well we shall see........

"add oil? (jia you).........it is greasy u noe........*LaMe*............"

Tuesday, November 08, 2005 { 4:24 PM }

woke up at 8.30am lehz.........well u might say it is early for me but den hor for my bro is not!!!......haha he got lessons at 9am n when he woke up up 8.30am he was like "oh shit"........haha.....his sch at nan hua so he probably will be late for lessons liao........

woke up den sit at my desk dere do nothing n juz stare.......haha.....after 5 minutes den i started to go to the toilet n brush my teeth n clean my face.......ya...had kueh for breakfast plus a cup of tea.......den surf net n look at blogs.....den check email....den listen to jay chou de song..........ya........from 10 until 11 plus, b4 i start preparing my stuff n go over to chee hoe de house coz i got maths qns to consult him.......

had lunch b4 i went dere.......ya we went to his condo de club house de game room to study larhz......ya so i was pouring differentiation qns to him.........well i tink the difference between him n me is dat he could tink out of the box larhz.....haha....but den he said dat i noe my concepts n stuff but den i am juz too careless......well dat might be true coz is like juz now when practicing those qns he pointed out many of my careless mistakes.....which could be easily removed if i had been more careful........well.....i will look out for my mistakes ba....n i tink i also not much confidence so muz do something to strengthen my confidence.......(thanx chee hoe!)

"try ur best in wadever u do.......n eventually u will get wad u shld get"

Monday, November 07, 2005 { 10:10 PM }

yay finally the op is finished!!!.....phew man actually today was quite nervous larhz but den i tink myself n my grp did quite a great job as overall we were calm n remained our composure. Yeah i tink all of my grp member gave their best le so i am quite happy dat we could finished it larrhz.........n to tink back to april when we formed our group and threw up several ideas on wad to do larrhz......in the end we chose to do the problem of plastic bags...........ya..........den june holidays i rmb the days when i came to school at 8 am to do project!....haha.....another thing is dat we did an interview...yeah something like my first time interviewing someone else larhz so dat experience was quite enriching.......haha ya den after dat we got to do written report ( i tink dat is the toughest part of all)....den after today's oral presentation den it is finished!.......juz in abt six month's time larhz.......time files fast, as the day when we formed our groups is still clear in my mind.......ya n dats also brings me back to the days when i had to decide whether i stayed here or leave the college fer NIE larrhz..........coz i rmb mr yap let dem draw lots first n after the result of the drawing of lots, den i will join whoever is in the first grp.......coz it was to facilitate the departure of me if i ever leave the college.......den popped out a six person grp lorhz coz originally shld be five fer each grp (den lata zhiying joined ou class, so dere is another six people grp larhz........)den it turned out dat i made my decision not to leave larhz so maybe dat explains y my grp got six pple lorhz..........

yeah after the whole thing the whole class met at the study area to discuss abt the class chalet thing larhz.......den dey say hold it at downtown east dere de.....at 18 to 19 dec.......haha is zhiying propose de i tink....hmm....class chalet ar.......i am fine with anything de larhz coz is like my dec hol i tink also no life de........i mean my hol life is nt busy larhz so i guess i can take sometime out to enjoy larhz......n anyway re-exam will be over by dat time so well........aiya i dun wanna tink so far to the future first...heee..........

yeah after discussing some of us went to BP de jack's place to hav lunch larhz........17 pple go if i nvr rmb wrongly....... me, meng bing, jun hong, bing rui, laiyan, li shi, huei shi, shao fen, karen, edith, sheng thin, liyun, wenjun, serene, carol, wanpin n tyris............haha ya...dat is like almost the whole class lehz............yeah had a nice lunch dere larhz basically :), student meal at @ 6.50..........

yah after lunch den went home lorhz............den start my econs revision again.........ya but den is like after a while i felt v tired so decided to sleep fer a while larrhz......after a short break den i woke up to study again larhz.......den after dinner study maths lorhz...........ya......n my maths like two days nvr touch le n i find dat rusty liao!!! so fast!!!!!...........oh man i reallie nid somemore practice..n den hor it seems dat i take a much longer time to reallie grasp the concept lehz......sian liao......sometimes muz reallie understand y i dun like to study maths larhz.....coz is like do one qns den muz refer to here n dere........n den my house no one can teach me lehz.............ya get v frustrated when i do maths larhz.....ya.......well bo bian larhz luckily my family support me all the way n gave me encouragement when i needed it..........

yeah toking abt encouragment, i reallie wanna thank lai yan here, coz she wrote me a note which encouraged me a lot.......yeah it came at the right time n deep in my heart i am reallie reallie v touched :).....thanx a lot!!!!......n also not forgetting the rest of u guys our dere who has been standing by my side supporting me, scolding me, encouraging me, advising me........ya i will try my best fer the re-exam as far as possible!............

"run to grab it, walk to get it, crawl to miss it.........."

Sunday, November 06, 2005 { 8:49 PM }

sunday is here again!!! haa but den usually sunday got no where to go so i juz stay at home lorhz......sunday morning's channel 8 dey show the children programme quite nice lehz.....hahaha.........haha my aunt n my cousin arrived at my hse arnd 9 plus am larrhz.....ya..........first thing is like my cousin he drove us to bugis street dere to the temple to pray coz my grandma wans to pray ma....hahah den i shun bian go dere n pray also lorhz..........ya my cousin he doesnt noe the road to dere ma so i am suppose to kind of like bring him dere n give directions larhz........haaa but den is like i onli noe how to take bus dere i dun noe how to go dere by driving larhz.......so is like ok.........i yesterday looked at the street directory n den hav a rough idea larrhz....but den is like still blur blur abt it lorhz..............ok so is like we went by this route larrhz:

--my house dere (cck crescent), go towards choa chu kang drive
--den kept going straight towards cck centre dere
--....still going straight to towards teck whye dere......(passing by PJC)
--den still going straight until the traffic junction where by we had to turn at cck road
-- den is like pass by ten miles junction, den turn at bukit timah road.......
--den go straight......kept going straight until king albert's park macdonald dere....
--den turn into Dunearn road.......
-- den kept going straight.......passing by Nanyang Girl's sch, Hwa Chong Institute, National JC........
--den kept going straight........den saw sim lim square...............

ya dat is the way larhz...coz see sim lim square den the temple is arnd dere le larhz....ya after dat had to find parking lorhz.......ya......haha after going to the temple de had to go bras basah complex dere to buy some thing which my cousin chin yee wanted to buy larrhz....i also dunnoe wad thing.........haha...ya so we got to find tat complex (apparently my mum noes where is it.........)..........yeah i tink coz we missed one turn so is like got to loop one big round b4 we could reach dat turn again (coz it is a one way street)..........

yeah after getting the things dat she wanted den my mum suggested going to outram park dere to eat larrhz.......ya......haha den i also dunno how to go lehz.....so i juz roughly told my cousin how to drive dere larrhz (actually i was afraid dat we dunnoe go where sia)..........ya but luckily we reached dere larhz.........ya so i go dere n eat curry chicken noodle (dat curry chicken noodle stall shld be famous larhz, coz i see the stall dere got put wad newspaper report of dat stall larhz n makansutra so call "recommend" dat stall larrhz)....hahah but den i find dat is ok ok onli larrhz.......hahaha............ya so is like after having our lunch den procceed back to my house........wah den sian diao liao North bridge road dere how to go home????..........well i thought AYE could do the trick so therefore we took this route:

--from outram park dere exit to AYE expressway
--den keep going straight until reaching clementi ave 6 dere den exit.....
--den go thru an underpass, den kept going straight until reaching PIE (coz PIE go link to BKE)........

ok dere lies the problem, my mum said dat shld go tuas dat side ma, while i say shld go changi airport dat side de....coz i rmb changi airport dat direction de will link us to BKE but den i thought my mum was right so we go tuas dat side de lorhz........den go go go n den i realised dat the direction isnt too right larhz.......so i told my mum larrhz.....den my mum also realised dat it isnt too right also so is like we exit at toh guan road dere....den reach IMM le....haha den is like i noe how to go liao coz last time i always take 188 n passby dere de ma....so we juz go n i follow the 188 bus route direction lorhz.......turn here n dere den finally, we reach cck le.....ya......den follow up to cck way n den finally, reach my house le.........

...........diao like waste a lot of time lehz, me ought to be more familar with singapore road lehz......ya den after a short break at my house den is like time fer dem to leave le....coz is like in the evening the causeway will jam up........haha n partly also becoz my grandma kept rushing dem to go larhz........hahah........well my mum n my aunt kind of like "scold" her larhz coz is like my aunt wanted to hav dinner b4 she goes but den is like onli 3pm plus den my grandma wan to go liao.......haha but den i tink forgive her larhz coz is like she stayed here fer almost one week le den is like i tink she miss her cosy little home at johor larhz........haha, well anyway i will miss her presence but den not too much coz is like dec hol i am going to visit her again!.........

well after dey all left den me got to finish up the I&R.......well i juz do according to wad i noe lorhz.......den i also re write the script into small pieces of paper (my cards are lost!!!)............ya.....den tmr also got to wake up quite early coz got to go sch early to practice the skit once more larrhz........n den after dinner b4 i played my handphone game fer a short while (i v wu liao).......dat game is quite fun larrhz, called "hexa", something like tetris..........ya n i broke my own record again!!!!!!!!!........haha ya coz is like the higher the level u go, the more difficult it is ma........everytime i onli managed to play until level 20 plus but den this time i played until level 41!!!!haha......yeah but den after playing my eyes became damn blur larrhz.....hmm after resting my eyes den i proceed to practice my script.... i timed myself den i clocked 3 min n 52 seconds (i tink got to slow down larhz, coz dat time dey all timed me n my time was 4 min plus)....ya......yeah.........i hope tmr will turn out fine larhz, seriously, dun wan to flunk it.......haa............

"a silent person doesnt mean that he will be a slient killer..........."

Saturday, November 05, 2005 { 8:22 PM }

decided to blog early today coz hav to sleep early anyway......n tmr my aunt they all come from msia coz my cousin nid to buy some stuff in spore (i suppose msia dun hav?) n den shun bian fetch my grandma home.......ya so tmr will be a quite a busy day larrhz........so i better prepare my presentation speech tonite larhz....monday sure is a "fun" day......n i found out dat pammy's group is the same day and the same classroom as my group~!!!!.........arghz haha but den it is better to hav someone u noe to be ur audience rather den to tok to a bunch of strangers :).......

oh man still got to do I&R (insights and reflections) for PW........but den i asked huei shi to send it to me her copy coz she finished her first draft le (thanx huei shi!) so i could refer larhz...but den i found dat dere are many areas which i am stucked at so....ya......i better slowly look thru it again larhz.......sometimes i wonder y muz do PW ar?.....haha.......PW, the most hated subject and most hated thing dat if u ask any JC students dey will frown upon mentioning the two "magical" letter..........haha but den after so many months of doing it is coming to an end soon...."phew!"......but den if u say it is entirely terrible i dun tink so ba, coz sometimes i find dat PW is one way of bringing pple from "different cliques" together n interact n understand each other lorhz......n also during the process of doing it we had fun n laughter too.....so i guess it isnt dat "terrible" to me.......

today basically me did nothing much again larh, didnt go out, so i woke up at nine plus, den ate breakfast, den study lorhz.......study econs abt monopolistic competition n oligopoly, n also study the promos paper the essay part (which i did badly).........realised dat dere r a lot of memory work larhz bascially........i also did some maths questions, mostly on differentiation......ya i tink i hav to be a little quicker in my revision coz i find dat my maths the stats section i still got a little diffculty in it.....i am waiting fer op n everything to be cleared first before i go n find the teachers.......ya den afternoon after three o clock i find dat cant stuff anymore information in my brain le so i stop studying n juz walk abt n toked to my grandma......who is constantly reminding me not to spend money unecessarily and stuff like dat.....arghz haha sound a bit ridiculous larhz but den if u tink of it is quite true larhz.......haha well........sometimes i also dun noe wad to say lohz, though me not a spendthrift but den if u were to fit my grandma's kind of "saving" money mentality, i am considered spending a lot of money unecessarily le......haha.........

today i read abt a blog which says" a blog is not abt writing ur thoughts but to show to ur readers wad u wan dem to noe......" haha well to me even me myself i dunnoe whether i am blogging all my thoughts in it or not?.........i tink i basically wrote everything dat happens to me n most my thoughts in here larhz.....most of my thoughts.....ya i try as far as possible becoz i noe dat somethings if written here den wouldnt be nice or suitable coz those are some thoughts which are v personal larhz.....but den those personal thoughts and stuff are not important de actually as mostly i will forget dem......haha......ya......

yeah today i also listen to jay chou's lastest album, which is name "november's chopin".......haha actually is a bit chim larhz the album's name itself haha when i first heard of the thing i also got quite blurred larhz......eh the songs not bad l sia......with the usual rap songs n den some of the R&B songs also not bad sia......the lyrics which is written by fang wen shan also v nice sia.......hahaha.....though my idol is nt jay chou but den i will listen n enjoy which ever song is nice larrhz........ heex........

well next mon dey say got YRC meeting.......fer the open house thingy next year...haha so early den prepare fer next year's open house???hahaha.......tink of y dat time i will join YRC lehz?.........it is a long story actually larrhz.....coz first three month i joined YRC, den is like before the release of the Os result i told mdm tham dat i will join YRC if i continue stay pioneer........ya, kind of like "big mouth" larhz.....coz is like dat time when she asked us den when u see so pple dere so supportive den naturally u will also tell her dat u will stay in YRC after first three month (like jia xin).....haha anyway i didnt reallie think so much at dat time larhz.......hahaha.........well if u were to ask me to choose another cca now i also dunnoe wad to join larhz......so YRC is a gd choice fer me?.......hahaha............well at least if the day i were to leave pionner den YRC will be part of my memories :)..........

"lost will u be, but u will nvr be forever lost........"

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