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Saturday, December 31, 2005 { 10:07 PM }

soon going to be the end of 2005!...........woosh time files so fast!.....n of cuz today i wanna blog my thoughts out n kind of like reflect wad i hav done this year...........so today's entry might be a bit long n naggy larh but i do hope u all will find it interesting...... :)

ok this year in short i do find it a different year from the rest of the years coz go to first three month JC (many pple do find it different anyway.........), where u reallie go to sch juz to play dat kind of feeling......yup....i guess dere r no more such chances le.......actually i wasnt suppose to be in pioneer JC coz my prelim didnt do well, but after my teacher kind of like "pulled" me up, i managed to score enough marks juz to enter a JC....of cuz i did tink of going to millenia insititue but den i felt dat since i could go JC, y not give a try?..........to tell the truth, i was kind of like lazy to go out n work (coz i was planning to go to work after O level coz i expected my prelim results to be quite bad, n i haven been a bright student fer the past four years of my sec sch life......)

so i entered pj..........n the first class n new pple i gt to know was A04 de pple........yup............i would say dat i reallie had so much fun with dem.....n in those month is practically play n play everyday ba...................yup those first three month memories r reallie v sweet, when i look thru those photos dat i have taken, the feeling of sweetness still lingers in my heart........

aww.....those were the sweet memories........where everybody were so happy.......yup.......

yup of cuz one big major events in 2005 is the receiving of my O level results!!......omg.....again i scored juz nice to make it to pj!......still remember dat day when i was trembling, somehow in fear when my teacher paased me my results....i looked at her, n she said "nt bad ar zhiyuan........"..........lolx i thought dat was scarasm but den it turned out dat i did quite ok ba........20 pts.........i expected myself to get 17 to 25 ba so i guess i was quite happy le............i will nvr forget dat day man, anxiously waiting.......ya.... :)

well joined back pj after first three month...........ya so met this class, A02..........yup actually 7 of A04 de pple joined A02 so is like still ok ba......kind of like familiarised with the class le, but den the rest of dem r from different schs de so in a sense dat i get to noe more pple n more frenz ba......n at the same time i went fer interview at NIE to be a chi teacher......i was approved n sent a form to ask me sign the agrreement......but den due to my mum's last min "objections" n many of my frenz who asked me to continue to with JC first, i decided to remain in pj ba......but den honestly i felt dat i was doing something dat i felt i couldnt make it but den i decided to try it out lorh, afterall dere is this saying dat "u nvr realise ur full potential if u do not try it out"...........yup..........

of cuz i wont forget abt A02!........for the rest of 2005, A02 hav been n is part of my life......nope i would say A02 has been part of me........yup....n i am grateful to dem fer being my side to share my joys n sorrow with me!......i wouldnt exchange this class with any other classes, coz i tink dat such a unique class is un replaceble!........though dere r so many tests n obstacles to overcome, but u all reallie helped me thru it......giving me advice, helping me, teach me.....n also concerning me when i was sick (i will nvr forget dat time when i fainted in class during maths lesson.......) ya, knowing u all--- i definitely hav no regrets............PW, grp work.......though dey werent pleasant, however dey made me noe the class n each of dem in A02 even better.....n the class outings too!........when we hav BBQ at west coast, chalet at pasir ris.....mr yap's wedding, chinese A camp.......so many many things........yup..........

n paying special tributes to my PW members!....dey r sheng thin, huei shi, nuriani, wan pin n lai yan!......u all r reallie v wonderful n i consider myself to be v lucky to hav u all as my grp members!.........though the process of doing pw (remember dat stupid written report?....haa i still rmb dat poor huei shi print dat report until three in the morning......n also dat oral presentation where we had fun practising it.........)was gruel, however u all seems to made it easier!.............

n also nt forgetting A02's wonderful CT teacher, mr yap.....he has been v wonderful to A02, n to me too!.......my CT teacher since first three month.....n he also helped me a lot in my econs!...i was able to consult him if i had any problems in econs, or in fact any problems!......

the road after promos wasnt easy, esp i had v uneasy feelings abt the results............yup felt relieved a bit when i got to know dat i m allowed to do re-exam......coz i originally thought dat my results were too poor to even take the re-exam..........dat period of anxiety i will nvr forget it ba....but u all were dere supporting me n made my life easier by keep encouraging me..............dat one month of juz studying n dong nth else fer re-exam, i will also nvr forget....yup A02 u all also were dere fer me!......ya.......

unfortuantely, as much as i wan to, i wont be joining the 2006 class of 05A02 le...the face of myself wont appear on the class photo of 05A02 in 2006............i didnt made it fer the re-exam....no doubt i m v disappointed becoz all my efforts has gone down to drain, but i do noe maybe dat is an indicator dat i m nt suited fer JC courses?......ya my sec sch frenz were so surprised dat i go JC coz dey noe dat my sec sch results werent good....maybe i m destinated to go poly afterall......but den deep in my heart i dun wan believe dat i m nt gd enough to take A level?...........well i guess dere r no answers to these queries of mine?............

as 2005 approaches to an end, n soon going to be the start of 2006, i do reallie hope 2006 would be a gd start n a gd year fer me!.............if someone were to tell me to summarise 2005, i wouldnt say it is a bad year coz i had the share of fun times!.......n getting to noe soooooooooo many new frenz...........i also think i learnt quite a lot n matured, esp this year.......i would say i hav no regrets fer 2005, but however the onli little regret is dat i didnt pass my promos ba.....but since i hav put in efforts n still like this, i guess dere shld be no regrets anyway........

so wad r my wishes in 2006?.........i do hope dat i would get into the course i wan in poly, or maybe i would be able to get myself a place again in NIE.....yup....n everybody in gd health!....arha A02 ua ll ar next year A level liao, though i wont be able to cheong A level with u all, but den all the v best to u all okay?.....i will always be dere to support u all!..........arha!....one last thing.........dere is a little wish in my heart....to find dat "someone" special :)....ya i do hope dat i would be able to meet her.......hahaha depends on fate ba lolx.....this kind of things no rush de :)................

"no matter wad u do, juz try ur best n hence dere would be no regrets................."

Friday, December 30, 2005 { 10:16 PM }

hey guys notice anything different abt my blog?.......yup........i shifted the entry box up, den extend the tagboard boxes so dat u all no nid to scroll it down too much to reach it!.......yup i also extended the "previous post" box for easy reading....den i also included a visitor counter (juz fer fun lar, not testing the popularity of my blog.............) at the bottom of the "previous post" box......do these changes so dat u all can read my blog easier n it looks more organised.....i also will be adding more link to pple's blog......so do give me some comments n feedback abt my blog ya?........

today started to find jobs....not easy.....called up one which wans to employ billingual teachers but dey say is female working environment......den also called up one of the factories in ang mo kio, coz dey wan to employ student workers but den dey say the factory has closed for the holiday, dey ask me call back on tue............i also submitted the application to join as a tutor for a tutor agency.....ya i had to scan my IC, O level cert n stuff like dat to submit it to dem by using email........yup i indicated dat i wan to teach chinese, up to sec 2 level........i also indicated dat i would like to teach maths till pri 3 level......ya so i leave it to dem to match me with a student ba.....but i dun tink i will get a student quickly ba, coz i hav no experience n onli hold O level cert......so i guess it will take sometime.......

2005 coming to an end le!.......ya so i tink tmr de post i probably summarise my feelings n thoughts for 2005 ba........also wishlist n thoughts for 2006....... :).......

"the true way to win is to lose..........."

Thursday, December 29, 2005 { 10:34 PM }

一个姓名遥远又熟悉　
朋友偶尔提起　
居然在意也许只是天气　
让我有点犹豫　
也许在我心底　
你从来不曾真的离去　

*只是你的一切　
我再也管不着　
不能管你喝了几杯心情好不好　
身上穿的什么颜色　
也不是来挑　
亲吻的味道也变了　
你把我忘掉　
是你的一切我再也管不着　
你不在我的怀抱　
不稀罕我的好
不能照顾你的人生不能敲你的门　
如果说遗憾　我承认　但你已陌生　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　

一段感情只剩下话题　
不敢思索过去和你的甜蜜那双天真眼睛　
有没有人会珍惜　
最爱的小点心　
她会不会学着去料理*　
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
怎能把我忘掉　
是你的一切我再也管不着　
你不在我的怀抱　
不稀罕我的好
不能照顾你的人生不能敲你的门　
如果说遗憾　
我承认　
但你已陌生　

*chorus

okie pple i changed my i webtunes.....change to a song sang by selina (SHE de selina).....yeah her solo from 真命天女电视原声带.........yup hebe n ella also each sang a solo larh but i find selina de song sounds nicer (i nt bias ok??)..........the song toks abt how someone still tinks of his or her gf or bf...........yup so intro this song to u all larh....hope u all will like it :)

　　　　　　　　　　　　

did nth much.........well onli went to watch movie with my frenz at clementi de cinema dere.....6 bucks onli.........haha..........air-con nt cold................watched "chronicle of nardia"............yup.................quite a nice, strange but interesting show................ :)

ooosh starting to look fer jobs le.........bought the straits time, den scanning thru the classified section of the paper....looking fer jobs......first time i reallie take a look at this section of the newspaper.........haha.......well i do hope i find a job quick ba.....coz i wan to settle down asap........quite a number of things to do, first withdraw from pj, secondly find a job, thirdly enquire abt poly courses.......yup......i guess dere r more to be done.......

"if u r given a post, dun stand dere like a pose n go fulfill ur post!............"

Wednesday, December 28, 2005 { 9:20 PM }

another boring day........well did some "research" on poly courses............as well as planning my future route on how i shld go on.......did nth much.......whole day keep tinking of my future.............

hey pple i am fine ok?......ya received many concerns from u all........reallie wanna thank u all here.... :)....i m reallie v v grateful to u all....

well i wanna continue to tink fer my future.........ya so i stop here first..........

"a mistake isnt grave.....it is grave to ignore dat mistake.........."

Tuesday, December 27, 2005 { 8:17 PM }

the horrible truth slammed on my face......i failed.....failed to make it to j2..........got double F fer both of my subjects.........i thought results will onli be released tmr so today went to sentosa for my pir sch gathering........den half way the sch called me n ask me go see the vice principal............hav to leave at arnd 3 n took MRT till JE when i realised dat i am late!.....so i took a cab from JE........n i v sway......when reach CCK road dere the cab de tyre puncture liao........gosh so i had to hire another cab........

reached sch where i met tyris........ya as i entered MPR5 n saw mr dennis yeo n his expression, i noe it is game over.............a couple of dem also retain larh, nt juz onli me....................

feeling numb.......breaking the news to my parents wasnt difficult larhz....dey hav been supportive no matter wad....i am reallie grateful fer dat..........it is my frenz whom i find it difficult to say to....dey hav been v v supportive of me........now i produce such results..............i.........dunnoe reallie wad to say or do.........a02, i guess it is time fer me to leave u guys......i reallie cant bear to leave u all..........esp the guys of A02, we hav been such close frenz dat we can call each other brothers.................

........n wads more is dat i do nt know to go which route.......retain?...or go poly?.....or join back NIE chi dip programme?..........wad i m tinking now is dat i still join back J1 first three month....den after dat if i find the new syllabus too tough, den i will go join poly thru JAE next year..............a bit too confused to tink........though i got some kind of "plan" of wad to do........ya..........

sorry A02, i let u all down, but i noe dere is an even more challenging route ahead fer myself..........noo nope i definitely wont go do stupid things.........u can hate me forever if i ever do it..........i guess the first three month next year fer me probably would be the hardest period of time ever to pass..........can i count on u all to wish me all the best fer my future?.......i noe u all will :)......................to me this is probably tsunami number 2...........

"we can change wad we wan to do but we cant change wad we hav alreeady done............."

Monday, December 26, 2005 { 11:26 PM }

oooh today is a pretty busy day fer me!.........lolx......well did major cleaning up of my room n my hse de living room.....shifted the TV set n sofa from one side to another side(change direction).........ya........n when i moved the tv set i realised dat the tv set n cabinet was v v dusty!....omg......sneezing all the way.....but den in the end the house was quite clean larhz......lolx though i was sweating like crazy............n tiring also but i tink is worth the while............also shifted the position of my hi-fi larh....shifted it closer to my sofa....coz my hi-fi the speaker set the bass sub-woofer not v gd.....deep bass nt reallie clear.....plus somemore my house de living room v big so echoes r produced easily....so dat is y hav to shift the sofa closer to my hi-fi set......plus i put the subwoofer near to the windows so the extra bass created can go out of the window....den it will sound clearer.....lolx.....dat is my analogy larhz.......coz originally the sub-woofer set is put at one side of my living room, near to the kitchen.....n dat side is enclosed space.........yup..........so sound waves will bounce thruout the living room n cannot go out easily............n music sounds horrible..............lolx

well 28th (the day after tmr)is the release of my promotional result..i hope it goes on fine....haiz~......or else it reallie will be like the movie "the day after tmr" liao.....haha but den i tink i better enjoy tmr ba, my pri sch gathering at sentosa!..........arhahaha..................

"if life was smooth sailing den it wont be call life anymore......."

Sunday, December 25, 2005 { 11:56 PM }

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO PPLE OUT DERE!!!!......hahah though i nvr go out n celebrate larhz.....my mum didnt hav to work today larhz so at home lorhz...........she doing some cleaning up so bo bian i hav to clean up room too....anyway my study table is so dusty larhz i hav to clean it up......so spent the whole morning n half the afternoon cleaning it........b4 went to yew tee foodcourt to eat.........fried chicken wing rice.........3 bucks......

ok i added iwebtunes to my blog.......angela zhang shao han's aurora.........haha i luv dat song a lot so i hope u all will like it too! :D..............it will onli play once larh, coz i noe it is v irritating to repeat it so i set the repeat thing off......... :D

"bring joy to others n happiness will come to yourself............"

Friday, December 23, 2005 { 10:18 PM }

haha today again did nth......well woke up at 10am, den surf net...........n soon was lunch time!.......i had two last christmas card on my hands which i forgot to buy stamps fer it yesterday so i decided to go lot one to buy stamps......n shun bian buy the nasi lemak dere which i enjoyed eating!....coz i tink the rice is v nice larhz.....coconut fragance!..........yup........came home, bath, den had my lunch!...............waited until 7 plus den my dad came home....christmas coming soon so NTUC dere quite busy larhz, so he nids to work extra time....but den he bought my favourite food home: fried rice!.........hahaha well :D

yay i received two christmas card from huei shi and pammy!!!!.......hahaha huei shi de nt reallie christmas card larh, but kind of like christmas post card!..with two v cute cats on one side of the card!...............as fer pammy's her card got one v cute polar bear n a mouse!...........arhaha........(thanx huei shi n pammy!!!!)..........

"one for all, all for one......dun be petty n lose everyone!................"

Thursday, December 22, 2005 { 11:04 PM }

woosh went to east coast park today with my first three months frenz A04!......lolx.....met sam meng bing lilian jamie kok weng poh hui n liyun at JE MRT at 12 pm.......den went eunos to meet u with zhiying zhu mei n aaron...............met zhiying but didnt see zhu mei n aaron so we decided to hav lunch first at eunos crescent dere de coffeeshop (near the MRT station)......yup n poh hui went to kembangan to give her ex bf something..........lolx....so she shun bian ask zhu mei go straight to kembangan to wait for her to accompany her lorhz..........well i had fish n chip at the coffee shop dere............den after a while zhu mei n poh hui appear le..............so after finished eating we went back to eunos MRT to wait fer aaron.....coz he say he is in the skating club in sp so he was at orchard teaching some kids skating n giving skating lessons larhz........yup while waiting fer him the guys we all cracked so much jokes dat i couldnt stop laughing larhz......esp meng bing kok weng n sam....wah lau ultimate joker.............

well aaron finally came at arnd 2 plus...........yup i called him n he told me he was in bedok!!!???....omg so i call him to come back to eunos lorhz......aiyoo he ar forever so blur de......but den he is a v nice guy larh so can forgive him!........den we took bus number 13 to east coast, alighted at one of the bus-stops dere, which is inside the marine parade estate, juz opposite the park, which is separated by ECP expressway....so we had to walk across the underpass to reach dere........yup we went reached dere de macdonald first, had a toliet break, b4 going dere to rent bike......wah dere got promotion or wad, rent one hour, den free one hour..........at the rate of 5 or 6 bucks an hour.........cheap sia.....trying to fight fer business lehz.....yup so the gals plus kok weng me sam n zhiying rented bike, while meng bing kena jio by aaron to skate, coz nobody pei2 hin skate larhz (he brought his own skates along)........ so meng bing went to rent skates instead.....yup so off we go......cycled n skated to bedok jetty......wah meng bing hav way couldnt continue so he tagged my bike.....so in the end i had "extra load" to carry......hav to cycle extra hard........worse especially when go uphill.....haha but it was fun larhz.........reached bedok jetty........where the wind was damn nice......den at the same time poh hui said she wanted to try skating lar so meng bing n poh hui exchanged lorh......wah she dunnoe how to skate was was quite slow........grabbed my shoulder while she moved along.....until back at the end of the starting point where she say she cannot continued le......so ask jamie to take over larhz......n den jamie she said she nid to go back le so we cycled back to the shop.......well liyun poh hui kok weng n me cycled quite fast so we reached dere first, so we went to the nearby 7 eleven first to grabbed a drink........yup while waited for the rest of dem to come..............den jamie returned skates to the shop....den the gals accompanied her to send her off larhz, while the guys waited for dem...........after dey came back we went to 7 eleven again to wait fer the rest to grab a drink......

well time files damn fast n den soon was time fer us to return the bike.......yup....two hours was up!......haha yup........den we walked back to marin parade dere...passing by parkway parade this time.........yup walked fer quite sometime b4 we reached a bus-stop.........haha meng bing n zhiying boarded 196 to bedok interchange to take MRT home.......well....fer me i thought i can take 26 to tampines with dem (coz dey all going tampines to eat, my dad asked me go home eat) b4 i board the MRT home myself..........hahaha but dat bus in the end got reach bedok larh, so i was tinking in order not to waste time i better alight at bedok interchange den take MRT home...........yup bid dem gd bye n alighted, where i was going to take the long train journey back to yew tee........somemore it was peak hour so the train was quite squeezy larhz..........bo bian lorhz........

reached home at arnd 7.30 pm, where i had dinner............my legs were aching like crazy.........also ate tangyuan larhz, coz today is dong zhi, eh, i also forgot how to explain, aiya, in short, it is: eat tangyuan de day larhz!.....lolx....i better go n get my facts right sia, coz this is one of the chinese tradition larhz........lolx die liao larh i dun noe......hahaha............anyway had a fun day man, thanx guys!......A04 rox!........... :D...............

"if u dun wan pple to noe, den DUN DO IT!..........."

Wednesday, December 21, 2005 { 10:38 PM }

another boring day!..........nth to do...play n play com lorh.........haha well nt reallie fer the whole day, afternoon i did went to lot one to buy my lunch n buy christmas card.......send dem to a few frenz ba........ :D

come home, bathe, had lunch, den continued to play!!..........neopets, FIFA soccer.....until 3 plus when i had a break, den watched triple nine.....until 5 when my dad came home, den continued to watch channel U's yu le bai fen bai, featuring SHE (of cuz i muz watch.....)......until six plus, den switched on compuer to play again..........until seven plus when my mum came back, had dinner............

yup, dat is my day, juz one of the typical boring days.......i tink tmr A04 go east coast sia, so i guess i shld try n hav as much fun as possible :).......n 6H gathering in sentosa on 27th dec........haha..............hope u all wunt be bored to death by my blog, juz bear with it, i will try to come up with more interesting stuff okay??.... :D

"for everyone, dere is someone special to make dem whole..........."

Tuesday, December 20, 2005 { 10:06 PM }

ooh boring day today huh?......well sort of...stuck at home once again.....watch tv, online....nth else le.........arghz.........haha well christams is juz around the corner liao so pple out dere u noe wad to get for me lar......... :P juz jk.....

haha these two pics i took from pasir ris beach dere.......at arnd 6.30am in the morning...........lolx...a bit blurrish but i tink is quite nice........lolx.....

"cherish yesterday, enjoy today, hope for tomorrow.........."

Monday, December 19, 2005 { 1:11 PM }

hey guys didnt blog yesterday becoz i went to a02 chalet!!!.........yup.......had soo much fun...................met bing rui, serene zhumei......den went to pasir ris together......den met zhiying n his dad at the chalet lobby dere to check in.......den we put our belongings at the chalet b4 we went to buy food at white sands NTUC for the nite's BBQ..............yup buy liao den went back chalet, on the way met samuel.....got a fat bag........HE BROUGHT HIS XBOX ALONG!!!!...........LOLX ........well at least will hav something to do overnite............

ok den abt 6 plus more n more pple came........lilian jun hong lishi carol edith wan pin tyris liyun meng bing...yup......den started BBQ.......ate reallie lots of food man......hotdog sotongball crabstick satay (courtsey of mr yap, who also came too!).......chicken wing (tyris marinate de, vvv nice, thanx a million tyris!!!!!).....n bought some potato chips.....den nearby us got a group of gals also BBQ-ing........dey couldnt finish the food so dey gave some of their otahs n chicken wings to us......lolx.....i tink the gals finished eating dem.............

actually before mr yap left we guys plus edith wanted to go play pool together with mr yap......but den dat time no pool table so we ended up playing some stupid lame acarde game.........lolx yup after dat jun hong carol left with mr yap (coz junhong n carol got work on mon)...........den juz nice the pool table was available so we went to play pool......while waiting for meng bing to come coz he said he eleven plus den come........lolx...........ya so we played pool from around 10.30 until 11.30 when meng bing came.........den continued.......until the pool shop close...which was arnd 12.45am..........yup.....but had a fun time though............lolx.........

after dat den we went back to our room, den discover dat some of dem who originally not planning to stay actually stayed!........n dey were watching mean gals DVD on xbox........lolx......ya so after dat we guys took over the xbox n played lots of games on it, which sam meng bing n zhiying brought along........played fifa street soccer.......wah played n played until 5.30am when edith me n zhu mei wanted to go n watch sunrise.....so we went to pasir ris park n sit down by the beach dere to watch lorh..............wah the cool wind dat blew by the seaside at my face was reallie quite cold...... but managed to watch sunrise so i guess anything is worth it........even took photos of it..............yup after dat arnd 6.45am went back to chalet n the guys r still playing fifa street soccer.....(coz dey couldnt defeat Brazil larrh............n dey wanted to defeat brazil den dey would stop.......in the end meng bing n zhiying teamed up n managed to defeat dem.........while i tried my best but couldnt do it reallie well....maybe dun hav the coordination ba..........)well den stomach was growling at arnd 7 plus am..........den wenjun liyun lilian wanpin n tyris went to macdonald to eat while bing rui n i went to mac to help the rest of dem to ta pau back food lorh.......coz the rest of dem wanted to catch a sleep......yup..........

lilian dey all went home first, so left the guys plus lishi zhumei n serene to pack up lorh.........played a while more of xbox b4 packiing up n check out......dunnoe y but i like still v v hyperactive lehz, while the rest of dem were v tired.......probably becoz i did took a bath at arnd 2am in the morning...so felt quite refreshed........n also drank a cup of tea in the morning.............lolx but den reallie had lots of fun....made me understand more, better n at the same time pull me closer to the rest of my classmates ba.............

poor huei shi she actually wanted to come with us at first but den yesterday morning her sis called me n told me she was sick n had a fever, so she couldnt go lorh.........well hope dat she get well soon!!!!! :D..................

i tink i better take a gd break larh, even though obviously i cant sleep in this sunny afternoon....hahaha..............i will upload those pic i took at the sunrise in the next entry ba, coz now v lazy to get my camera out!........lolx.........

"enemies r for temoprarily but frenz r forever................"

Saturday, December 17, 2005 { 8:25 PM }

ho ho sry guys yesterday i was too busy to update my blog.......coz yeserday i spent two hrs trying to figure out how to access gmail from my phone thru GPRS......den also tried to figure out how to load the ringtone into my phone larh (coz 7260 dun hav bluetooth, den my computer dun hav infra port).......so i hav to upload onto a WAP website, den download it thru GPRS (GPRS charges r rather expensive though, so cant use frequently).......hahaya so i managed to load my all time favourite ringtone into my phone....hee yay!.......or else hav to use those ringtones which i dun reallie like it.....ho ho ho........

yesterday nite also discuss with zhiying n wenjun abt the chalet stuff......which will be tmr..........hav to discuss food lar, wad to do larh........ya so today morning go CCK NTUC to see see lorh, n also to tabulate the list of stuff to buy.......walk the whole NTUC three rounds to make sure i didnt miss out anything........yup den also msg dem the rest of dem on wad time to meet n where larh blah blah blah.................ya...........nothing much...........so i guess i wont be blogging tmr liao, coz staying dere overnite................

"life is like a toilet roll, the sooner it finishes, the faster it wil be........."

Thursday, December 15, 2005 { 10:21 PM }

ok i reallie hav no life, to tink abt it........stayed at home for the whole day lehz.......but den today did some housework n laundry........so not so bored larhz.......oh ya, dunnoe y my stomach discomfort juz wouldnt go away.....n in the afternoon like abt 1 pm like dat suddenly hurt so terribly...hav to take medication to stop the pain......den after taking the medicine den dunnoe y the lower half of my body n my legs felt so weak lorhz.....n tired......so had to lie on bed.....did nth much today actually............

arghz my cousin dey all not coming liao!......i was tinking if could take dem to ride on cable car to sentosa (coz me myself i HAVEN ride on one yet).............lolx my aunt say she not free larhz...haha so bo bian lorhz............next time ba...........

"confidence can let u win.......but can also win u by making u being defeated......."

Wednesday, December 14, 2005 { 9:42 PM }

today was totally slacking n totally wasting my life away........woke up at 9am, nothing to do, so play FIFA world cup again......well used England again.this time progress until semi-final, where i got kicked out by argentina (damned it)..........well so after dat i had my breakfast, watched TV, den also msg edith abt some stuff.......until 11am where i decided to take a bath (dunnoe y for no reason i am hot n sticky).....yup........den watched TV again............n online for a little while.......

ok when reached afternoon dunnoe y my stomach felt so damn bloated....n i got so tired........no appetite for food...so i lie on my sofa n dream lorh, while listening to the radio from my hp............yarh..........den slack until two plus when my stomach finally got a little hungry......so cooked noodles (plain noodles, those noodles without seasoning.......)so i hav to prepare the seasoning myself.............i cooked the noodles in hot water.........den i dry the noodle, lift it from the hot water....... fry it it in a frying pan with some luncheon meat n egg............oh man the nooodle was damn fry n it was horrible larhz.......but bo bian larhz if dun eat den nothing else to eat liao.....past few days has been eating outside food for lunch.....muz save some money...........after lunch continue to slack.........with the my hp (radio) by my side........until four when i watched triple nine........haha..........yup well this is how i passed my day..........lolx..................

"days arent long if u spent it wisely........dey r onli long if u spent it foolishly on stupid things............."

Tuesday, December 13, 2005 { 9:33 PM }

as usual stayed at home n slacked, but den today spent far less time with my computer...coz i diverted all my time to my phone!......hahaha....new phone ma, so played here n dere lorhz........

arnd 12 i went out.....went to jing yen's house to get the cd dat he burned for me (thanx a million jingyen!!!).....lol.....he is my bro's fren (also my fren larh......knew him since my pri school days......last time when i still live in clementi we often played soccer together with my bro n the rest of dem)....to me age gap of two years means nothing to me in this case larh n often i do learn many things from dem even though dey r my juniors.....yeah :)...........tink back of the days when my parents organise BBQ like once or twice a year, den invite my bro their frenz over to play soccer, den also to eat n hav lots of fun.........hahaha.............i would consider dem to hav n make an impact on my life ba............

also got a hp neckstrap for my phone......den had chicken rice at clementi central dere......yup kind of like go shopping on my own.............den came home at arnd 3 plus lorhz.........den went for a jog to train myself up physically.........yup.....

anyway, I GOT MY WORK PAY!!!........hahah onli 100 bucks larhz....i tink i will reallie be tempted to find more part time jobs in the future.......who noes??.................haha but den yesterday buy the hp already spent 100 bucks liao so this pay comes in handy juz to cover the cost lorhz...........LOL........

"dere is nothing wrong with greediness........it is the greedy for more greedy dat kills..........."

Monday, December 12, 2005 { 9:18 PM }

haha i finally got a new phone!!....N7260........buy dat replace my spoilt panasonic X70 (still in msia, going to take it back when i go dere)........$138 with plan, and hav to to fork out 100 bucks by myself larhz (haiz~...my mama dun hav money so hav to pay myself lorhz.......)but anyway dat phone the design reallie v class n nice!........haha..........

hmm today woke up at nine, so hav to do housework lorhz...sweep the floor, mop the floor, change bedsheet, clean the air-con filter...................coz this fri my cousin n my aunt coming over to my house to stay...............so hav to keep the house clean.............yeah by the time i finished doing those it was already 1.30pm, so went to my house dere the coffeeshop to buy chicken rice to eat..........den had a bathe......den had a v v short nap, b4 i went online to play neopets..............den at arnd 5 met my mum at westmall dere to buy hp...............yup.........

"please someone is often trying to please urself to please dat someone............."

Sunday, December 11, 2005 { 7:29 PM }

WOOOSH sorry guys i didnt update my blog yesterday coz i was TOO busy online.....doing up my chinese blog......playing neopets (i noe it is a bit lame larhz..........)........n also sort out my song data base......and anyway yesterday nth much happen too......was a reallie boring day............

ok today is a completely crazy day.......my mum larhz, originally my mum. bro n i suppose to go temple at telok ayer street dere to pray den come back de.............ok, after praying, den my mum larh!.......suggested going to suntec city to shop........n my bro got a crazy idea of buy dunno wad brand de chocolate.............so we went to suntec city to look for it......combed the whole suntec city still cannot find the stupid chocolate shop, so went to marina square to look for it.....................n STILL CANNOT FIND IT!........wad the.........so bo bian went to back to suntec to hav lunch first.................den i suddenly thought dat the heeren dere got sell, so we took MRT to orchard to go heeren dere..........wad the...........look here n dere still dun hav!..............wah den i v pek chek liao...........den since we r at orchard, den shun bian go taka lorh............n guess wad?..........the chocolate shop dat my bro was looking is at taka de basement dere!!!!!!!!!........wah lau walk n walk n walk juz to find dat shop.............my legs going to break liao........go to work still hav money to earn, wah lau this one walk whole day n yet i got nothing!..................haiz~.........i guess in life sometimes we dun hav a choice de..........

my msia cousin dey all coming this fri, so i guess i hav to be at home to tidy up my room n clean the house?.........since my mum hav to go to work...............n i tink go sentosa lorh.........hav picnic by the beach.......oh man going to sentosa for dunnoe wad time liao........LOLx..............

hmm here is the add of my chi blog: http://free-xpression.blogspot.com .................if u all free den go visit it lorh...i will update it once a week larhz.....still in the process of doing it up so is a bit luan4.............dat blog is something more abt SHE.........hope u all wont mind but den it really reflects more abt myself on the other side....yup :)............

"things r fated to be......if u make urself fated to do it............."

Friday, December 09, 2005 { 11:28 PM }

hmm today didnt do much, stayed at home, play computer games............den help with laundry.....sweep the floor........nothing much actually..........den stone at home lorhz haa.........the whole morning n afternoon stone at home lorhz.............haa.........

met kok guang in the evening for dinner at lau pat sat dere......den he introduced me to his company.......as marketing manager.....something like salesman but not salesman..........den listen to one guy tok lorhz........elson is also dere...............haha den dey offered me to join dem lorhz..........coz dey say dat u can earn a lot of money n it is a golden opportunity.......aiya dunnoe lehz i tink i consider after the re-exam results come out ba.....coz my mind set n emotionally still a bit unstable so i now juz wanna do nothing......i dun wan to tink so much..........

"a targt is reached if u dare to destroy it.....destroy it n make it urs!.............."

Thursday, December 08, 2005 { 9:53 PM }

wohoo today went out for whole day........woke up at 9am juz to hear my brother say dat the soccer maths is put forward to 10am.......coz originally is 2pm...........so didnt even had my breakfast den go out liao.......alamak so i bought one can of milo to drink when my bro n i reached clementi........ya so walk to blk 339 my old house dere the soccer court, where xun dong wee kiat n jing yen dey all were waiting for us (we were late!).........den realised dat the soccer court dere is under going major renovation.........den had to walk to the soccer court behind pei tong..........

ten of thousand years nvr play liao, fitness, skills, endurance all sux man.......couldnt catch up my with my bro dey all in terms of speed n my stamina is v low!.....kept panting heavily...n the sun so hot somemore.....haiz~............couldnt catch up with the pace of their game......but den i today had one v nice n beautiful goal.......tackled n wrestled the ball from wee kiat......played the ball down the left flank before i shot it hard pass dat stupid golie brother of mine.......yeah dat was a v nice n beautiful goal..........left my bro in despair watching the ball fly pass him..............haha......well dat was one of the onli few goals i scored...........haha.........

had lunch at blk 345 dere......chicken rice!.....the chicken rice dere rocks!............haha.........went to jing yen 's house after lunch with my bro n xun dong.........ya n he lives in a condo at mount sina drive dere........forgot wad is the condo name but inoe it is qiute difficult to find the way dere.............n he lives at 20th floor!...........wah............v high...........had a spectcular view from his house......can see almost everything in clementi from his house...........ya so basically stoned dere......n played his computer game--FIFA 06!...........wah...........quite difficult to score if u play semi-pro...i took man utd n couldnt even win a division three team!....oh man..........

got my specs repaired at clementi's specs shop.................THANX TO MY BRO!......coz during the soccer match he rammed the ball so hard till it it my hit my eye straight!.....n my specs broke!.......stupid.............now i got a blackeye n it looks like i hav juz been punched by someone in the eye....n two minor cuts near my eye n my face dere........

oh ya i rmb!.....today is 8th dec!...i still rmb the year b4 last i moved house!......from dat little old but cosy clementi three room flat to cck!........n today still go back clementi my old house dere.........oooh how i missed dere man!........hahaha sweet childhood memories..................... :D

wad a day!

"ignorant is a bliss......n is not a bliss if u ignore the wrong things!..............."

Wednesday, December 07, 2005 { 11:20 PM }

YAHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT IS FINALLY FINISHED!.........finally i can take a break........FINALLY!........for the past one month it has been a boring but important days for me to do revision................i dun wanna tink abt the results now.....time for me to reallie take a break coz i am reallie v tired.........

k larhz i stop here den......hee heex........ :D

Sunday, December 04, 2005 { 11:50 PM }

dad n mum did not hav to work today!!!!.....haha ok so i woke up today at abt 9.00, had breakfast which dey bought fer me, den started to mug econs.....hav cheong econs liao........i planning to meet mr yap tmr for econs consultation at 9am ya so better study something.........the "biggest show down" of the century (re-exam larhz, for me) is abt to begin on tue.........i tink i am mentally more ready den when i took promos during oct...........

kind of like mugging n toking n joking with my parents larhz........coz my mum did housework while i looked at my notes........den my dad as usual is "engaged" in his carpentry work, this time i tink he is going to make a cupboard for us?........hahaha.....i dunnoe wad is he up to...........well study until 2 plus in the afternoon when my mum suggested taking us to adam foodcentre dere to hav dinner.........well i didnt wan to go initially larhz coz i felt lazy to move my bum........n also quite far, hav to take quite a long bus.......haha but when i tink of the super nice mutton soup n nasi lemak dat motivated me to go.........haha...........

took 302 to CCK interchange, den i saw lilian!.........i tink she is going out with her frenz.............anyway den we took bus 67 till Bukit timah dere, b4 change to bus 852..............n when we reached dere we actually found dat bus 67 got reach dere straightaway!.............wah lau waste extra bus-fare, thanx to my mum (LOLX).........well of cuz had the super nice mutton soup n fragant n nice nasi lemak!...............hahah...........even ta pau home the fish ball noodles...........wah den also v nice!..............haha luckily got go dere or else will reallie miss the gd food dere!.............haha..................wad a day!.........................

hey guys i noe quite a number of u hav been reading my blog frequently :)........yup n u noe my re-exams will be on tue 6 dec n wed 7 dec, econs n maths respectively........so i wont be blogging on mon (5th dec) n tue (6th dec), to concentrate fully on my do-it-or-die exam.........i will give my v v best n those who hav been encouraging n supporting me thru-out these days, i reallie appreciate it n i wonder will i ever come this far if dere wasnt the support of u all??................once again, thanx so much so much so much!!!!!!! :D

"fully geared-up wont disadvatnage u.......onli u will be disadvantage if u r off-geared!..........."

Saturday, December 03, 2005 { 10:41 PM }

so fast time files n weekend juz came!......n dat means i am closer to the exams......haa better prepare myself well for it.......tue is econs essay paper n wed is maths 2 hr (shorten) paper.......kind of nervous n i reallie hope my one month's efforts wont go to drain.........

today woke up at 10am, had breakfast, de surf net for a while, b4 doing maths tys........tried some qns.......n most can do, except some a bit diffcult ones which i dun reallie understand larhz........do until 1pm when i decided to buy lunch instead cooking maggi mee (i am damn sick of dat!!!!!)..........n also buy fer my bro larhz............i bought one pack of chicken rice for me n my bro, n he wanted an egg roti prata too (wad a pig-- eat so much............LOL).........had my lunch den had a bath, b4 i continue to do my n practice my maths.........ok my indices i still got a bit of prob larhz.......always forget.....so i took out my sec2 n sec3 Emaths book to see......den also did inequalities qns.............................today reallie tried to cover all aspects................

after dinner den continue with maths.......do AP GP.....i tink shld be ok le larhz, yesterday go chee hoe dere i still a bit blur blur lehz.......n den he very evil, he gave me qns to do n he say if i ever wanted hints from him if i did not noe how to do, den i muz say which girl in our class did i like during our primary school days........wahaha of cuz i die also wont admit larhz........well so.......but den mos of the time we r focused on maths so not so much on dat "game"..............

"no man is invincible, n no invinciblity is a man..............."

Friday, December 02, 2005 { 4:05 PM }

i tink today i blog early coz wont be online tonite......better take a gd rest tonite n not stay up late coz my flu is getting no where better........whole day sneezing at home and no appetite for food.........but overall i can still stay v focused on my studies so i guess is ok, juz nid to drink more water n avoid oily n heaty food.......

last nite slept at 2+am coz dunnoe y i couldnt sleep......maybe becoz of the runny nose......today morning woke up at 9.30am, den brushed my teeth n had a simple breakfast.......den started to do maths on macalurin expansion.....do until eleven when i decided to go online.......until 12 plus when my nose felt damn terrible......so decided to log-off n take a break from the computer.....den had a bath.......den do maths again, this time do stats.....from one plus do until 3 when i realised dat i haven eat lunch n yet my stomach not rumbling....gosh it muz be the effect of blocked nose......or else everytime by one o clock in the afternoon my stomach would be damn noisy.....hmm well muz eat something larhz so i cooked instant noodles, but den it seemed tastless to me larhz so reallie didnt feel like eating it....after dat popped one panadol for cold relief de....see whether can leesen the effect of my runny nose........oh man better not get worse ar exams coming liao..........after dat do somemore functions qns....basically the promos qns i can finish n understand every thing larhz, finally.......i tink the major reason for my failure in maths during the promos is becoz i didnt memorise the formulas well n didnt clear many of the concepts.......arghz nvr mind lets not tok abt the past.........one shld look forward n i seriously hope i wont repeat my mistakes again..........

meeting chee hoe at his condo dere for maths consultation again at 7.30pm........he has been a great help to me n i am damn grateful to him..........n ms xiao also, willing to take time off her busy holiday schedule to help me n jun hong......n mr yap also, for taking time to look thru at my econs essay.........will be meeting him again on mon n ms xiao on tue after the econs paper.....

kaez i tink i shld be continuing my work le.......arhat-choo!.........

"always do it intelligently, not always instinctvly........."

Thursday, December 01, 2005 { 11:10 PM }

today woke up kind of late......at arnd 10am....den i looked at my phone n saw two msg.......one fron ms xiao n one from edith....i read edith's first coz her msg reached my phone one minute earlier den ms xiao's msg........so she was asking me wad time i going to school today coz me n her r suppose to meet ms xiao fer maths consultation........well after reading den i decided to reply her lata coz i wonder wad ms xiao's msg could be......den it turned out to be dat ms xiao wouldnt be free in the afternoon..........ya well so hav to tell edith dat ms xiao isnt free lorhz.......den i also msged junhong juz in case ms xiao didnt tell him.......

i thought since didnt hav to go to school so no nid to go out liao........n suddenly i rmb dat i hav to pass the chalet money to wenjun at JE MRT at 12!.......haha luckily i remembered.........so i brushed my teeth......den decided not to study first larhz, so i switched on my computer to do some maintainence on it lorhz......nids regular maintainence coz it is a four year old computer..........ya but the com somehow quite naughty larh, wouldnt listen to me.......fiddled with it until 11.30am when i suddenly realised dat i am late!.........ya so i msged wen jun to tell her i would be a bit late lorhz.....den i quickly changed my clothes, den decided since i am going to JE, y not go clementi for a haircut?........haha......den my bro heard me going to clementi so he asked me help him buy the minced meat noodle.......a bit reluctant.......haha......coz he say the minced meat noodle dere v nice *v nice mehz????*.........

reached JE MRT at arnd 12.30pm, but den i received a msg from wenjun and she said dat she juz woke up!....i presume she went to sleep again after receiving my msg juz now.......haa so bo bian lorhz hav to wait at JE dere....until one when she came....she also going out larhz.....hmm she took medicine lorhz dat is y she went to sleep again haha so i told her it was alright larhz......she told me she going to suntec dunnoe to do wad..i cant rmb......haha ya so i went to clementi dere to hav my haircut........at clementi central dere the hairdresser.....decided to change my hairstyle a bit so went to a hairdresser instead of barber.........coz barber dey onli noe how to cut one style......haha........but den more expensive, hav to pay 10 bucks instead of the usual 7 bucks if u let a barber do the service........

hmm after dat went to buy my bro's minced meat noodle.......at clementi market dere........n i also shun bian buy my lunch, chicken rice!....taupau home to eat.........reached home at arnd 2.45pm, where my bro was waiting impatiently......haha so he ate the noodles but den he told me dat it sucks larhz........he told me i bought from the wrong stall!........wah lau how i noe which stall n he didnt tell me.......dun care larhz........so i also ate my lunch hungrily, since i didnt had my breakfast............

had a bath after lunch n den started to mug for maths...............from 3 studied until 5....den took a one hr nap.....den woke up at six to study again............... hmm covered quite a lot of aspects of maths, especially stats.........den at 7, as usual watched tong xin yuan......n at the same time had my dinner.......after the show finished den study time again!..........this time round i do the holiday maths assignment paper n the promos paper.........did most qns abt stats n two function qns.......amazingly i sat at my desk from 8pm all the way to 10.30pm........wah dunnoe wad has gone into me i could concentrate for so long.....usually my concentration will onli at most one or one n a half hr b4 it runs out n nid a break.......

down with flu..........dunnoe is it becoz my house too dusty or is it reallie having flu.......hav a v runny nose........n the panadol didnt work.........hav to drink more water though.........

"confidence comes within urself............"

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