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Friday, March 31, 2006 { 8:50 AM }

30/3/2006:

39.2*C??....

ya, doctor told me i got high fever...wad the.... i had wake up soo early in the morning (arnd 5am) coz my throat was soo dry n hurts like crazy...gulped down 3 full cups of plain cold water, den realised dat i my forehead was burning hot!...had my breakfast with my parents n brother who are going to work and sch, den quickly swallowed 2 panadol pills down b4 the headache n fever gets worse....after dat went back to bed for a short nap...after one hr when i woke up i was like so drenched with my own sweat...but i felt so much better le, so i took a bath to relieve myself of the sweaty sensation on my body, den took my temperature which read: 36.7*c, ok so i thought i ok le, so i went back to sleep again...

end of story??, no it is juz the beginning...lata in the day when i woke up at arnd 11am, i realised dat my headache acts up again!....but my head didnt feel v hot, so didnt reallie care, so i surfed net on my laptop, den went to the kitchen to find somemore panadol, den i realised dat dere arent any left in the house!...arghz...and my headache gets worse n worse by minute, so i decided to go see a doctor, and also to buy some porridge home to eat...

took 302 all the way to cck interchange, den took 190 to cck polyclinic...i saw dat there was actually NO queue at the cck polyclinic, so i happily went to register and take a queue number, den i went to the waiting area, n gosh, dere was like so many pple larh...i lifted my head up n saw the screen which says "approx waiting time to see a doctor for walk-in cases: 3hr 19 min".....it was like 1.15pm at dat time n dun tell me i hav to wait till 4 or 5 pm b4 i get to see a doctor??...my headache would hav already "killed" me by den...polyclinic is cheap as it is subsidized by government but den waiting time is soooo long!!???....i was tinking " forget it, i go see a private doctor den..." so i took 190 back to cck interchange, den went to foodfare coffee shop (which is juz beside the cck interchange) to buy duck meat porridge, b4 i took an MRT to yew tee central...

reach dere at arnd 2, den went to withdraw another 20 bucks from atm, den got a queue number (number 1) in the private clinic...the doctor took my temperature and she was so surprised dat i got such a high fever: 39.2*c....i myself also quite surprised becoz i nvr had fever beyond 38 degrees...she checked my throat and found dat it was quite bad and sore....so she perscriped some v powerful panadol to me and anti-biotics, plus one bottle of cough syrup and a throat lozenges....guess how much these cost??...38 bucks!!!!....gosh, i was like a bit surprised like larh, n i repeat myself to the lady at the counter dere to cfm dat it is 38 bucks...luckily i got juz enough money to pay for everything, otherwise hav to cheong out to the atms outside to withdraw more money...dat would be v pai seh....

dat panadol is reallie damn gd sia, go home, had my porridge, bath, eat medicine, den pop those pills n syrup, den took a nap....when i woke up felt reallie much better le, but of cuz, i was like sweating uncontrollably...

31/03/2006:

had trouble sleeping last nite, my mum ordered dat me and my bro had to sleep separately as not to pass the germs to him...so i had to like shift to the study room to sleep...nt dat i cant sleep without my bed, but den i had to keep waking up in the nite to drink water coz my throat was like so hurt n dry, i even had to switch off the air-con arnd 2am coz the air is reallie too dry fer my sensitive throat...i practically like woke up every one hr throughout the nite to either drink water or to release myself...it was arnd 5am when i decided to juz wake up (time fer my medicine anyway) and hav my breakfast with my parents and brother b4 i eat my medicine again.....lolx.....

better get well soon, n my company tell me dat the traffic counting project has been postponed to a lata date, well not a bad thing though, nid more rest from my sickness =)......

"if u ever noe............"

Thursday, March 30, 2006 { 12:32 PM }

finally darius send the A04 photos to me.........now.......

at the starting of the steamboat dinner......

Kok Weng!

Aaron.....

Me!

Meng Bing!

Zhiying!

Guang Liang!

Our Three Pretty Ladies: Liyun, Lilian, Zhumei

Where is Aaron.....

Another Shot...

The 11 of us who went to the outing......

Another Shot...

Kok Weng Trying to fly?? =P

Another Shot...

On the Train On the Way Back Home...

Did I Juz Closed My Eyes??...

This One Looks Better...

Lolx...another of his famous shot and Pose......

Shhh...dun let her noe (thanx to darius' mischive:P)

thanks peeps for making this outing a success ...hahaz....reallie hope to hav more of such outings next time okay?? =))........

by the way if u all wan the photos please tell me or darius online coz the pictures quality arent gd if u juz copy n paste from my blog =)...............

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 { 9:22 PM }

38.2 degree??

ya, my fever.....but dun worry, it has since gone down to 37.5.......coz i practically gulp down a lot of cup of plain water.....plus ate a panadol.....so i will be alright.......

ok, went back to pj....see dem....haha, having PE in the hall n jumping arouind with ropes?.......hahahaz......ok larh, gave my maths first three month lecture book to wenjun, den wanted to give meng bing my uniform but den apparently it doesnt fit him so i took it back........

fiddle with my laptop.....haha....explore it lor but den dun wanna spoilt it b4sch starts (touch wood!).......tired?....ya i nid somemore rest.......

"everything abt u.....life unpredictable............."

Monday, March 27, 2006 { 7:25 PM }

went down to company today to collect my cheque.....n plus do some calling backs for the supermarket surveys that i did, coz some ans were "vagued" or i didnt do properly (???).......pple naturally get v pissed off when u call dem for things like dat.....dunno lar, juz call back, didnt noe wad i was talking...den some not at home.......

after dat went to ngee ann poly to order laptop, had my lunch at chinatown, den went to clementi to find ke wei.....den me n him took 184 to ngee ann........got a acer laptop!!!.....order, got the laptop, den sat down in the lecture hall to explore n check the package....after dat meet up with my cousin, tok to him a bit, den went to hav a break....den me handed in the orientation camp form, den went back to convention centre to buy a ipod (haha, ke wei wan, not me.....)he went to atm to withdraw some money b4 i buy it fer him....hahaz.......

got a terrible headache!!....dunnoe y after buying the laptop my head felt v heavy, muz be the effects of yesterday's too much meat eating...BBQ somemore.....went home at arnd 5 plus.....originally wanted to rest at kewei's hse first but i kind of like feeling v sianx....so go straight home instead.......

i tink i m sick, nid more rest....maybe last week haven had enough rest, plus somemore ate a lot of fastfood while working.......den like two to three weeks haven get a gd rest day.....REST!!....

"here i m once again................behind those faces left uncovered feelings..........."

26 march:

woo went fer gathering!...with my dear A04 from first three month class.......met at marina bay MRT at 6pm (actually shld be at 5.30pm but i was late, oops so sorry :X).......ya so when i reached dere guang liang liyun zhumei meng bing kokweng n zhiying were already dere waiting fer me.......hahaz......

after dat took bus 400 to marina bay chin huat steamboat dere to ..met aaron dere coz his dad fetched him dere.....after dat we looked fer a place, den pay, den started to eat le.........soon after dat wendy came to join us....i ate so many meat, chicken, pork....blah blah......eat until i v full...hahaz......plus some crapping from the guys......after eating we went to superbowl dere to play acarade.....den took some photos before we took a bus back to MRT station.......on MRT also we took photos......lolx.funny sia.......i post the photos here when i hav received it from darius........ =) thanx peeps fer making it yet another enjoyable n memorable A04 gathering! =)..............

"after dat y u are gone??............."

Saturday, March 25, 2006 { 11:51 PM }

"dun irritate me, i will bite..........."

i truly upset n tired.........of money, my mum (who pour cold water on me say wad i might fail my poly first year n dropout again), work.............

i reallie nid help...........

dear mum n dad, try to understand me more ok?......tough on u coz u all dun hav a capable son (n i hate myself fer nt being capable) n coz u all hav a son who screwed his JC education up n simply wasting ur money.....

poly education is expensive, i m also afraid it wil be a tough burden.............

reallie too upset to continue..........i guess i juz end here =).dun worry peeps, i believe it is juz a passing phrase............

"onli these?..........no chance le.........."

Friday, March 24, 2006 { 11:20 PM }

ok, i m soo busy these few days....hardly had time for a breather........i nid a break man......

21st march:

went fer training to do a new survey project, den help ken to finish off his project (wow i broke my own record...lolx.....)ya....like this lor.......nth much.......

22nd march:

worked in bedok, but nth much, got v v few surveys done......sianx......trying to get something out of nth.....get the idea?......

23rd march:

went to ngee ann!!....did the eye colour vision test (compulsory for biomedical engineering student)....went to ngee ann with ke wei, den we also went to the notebook exhibition, see some notebook dat are avaliable, ya, hav to get the cheapest avaliable larh, coz no money .....hee......den after dat went home, change, den go work at woodlands........haha......saw edith n carol at casuseway point!!......haha...dey were like shoppping dere..hahaz....well didnt reallie get much survey also, couldnt meet the quota....well well........

24th march (today!):

wetn to paya lebar to do survey.......again, didnt meet quota, even when i try my best, seems dat no one wans to entertain me or give me a damn......while my colleagues did triple or four times of wad i do.......supervisor was damn unhappy.....bo bian, i tried my best, n i m reallie v tired....haix........

like dat lor, nth much........hahaz........

"will u ever??..............."

Monday, March 20, 2006 { 11:00 PM }

sooooooorrrryyyyyy long time nvr blog!!!......hav been busy these few weeks....

saturday:

took one day off!!......after such a hectic week den time to hav a rest ya?.....went to malaysia to visit my grandma.....haha.....woke up quite early n set off to malaysia.......reached dere at abt 10 plus am......wahhh the weather dere is super hot larh.........but den smooth journey at the checkpoint (no serious jam).....yeah......

oops forgot to bring the CD dat i promised fer min min (my cousin, haha, she is quite cute.....dun tink too much larh, onli 9 yrs old but anyone wans?.........).......got a "scolding" from her coz she actually bought chewing gums for me!!!.....omg i am so touched........n i so damn pai seh......i better burn it for her plus a few song CDs n mail it to her......went fer haircut also (haircut dere is so cheap). n is hairdresser de......saw a bottle of red hairspray!!....but didnt reallie intend to buy it.....hahaz.......i tink i look fer it in singapore ba......basically had lots of fun plus ate a lot of food.....onli thing is dat the weather is V V HOT!!....sweating n sitcky all over.....after dat my another cousin n her family drove us back to malaysia custom check point where we took 170 bus from dere n off my mum me n my bro go back to spore.........

sunday:

ok, this sunday was the best sunday i ever had.......interview those fillipino maids fer survey......kau eh managed to gather more den 10 in juz a few hrs.....after dat at arnd 2 plus met my supervisor, den we took cab from orchard to kranji MRT.....den continue to do malaysians.......omg managed to get 3 done! (we r paid more when doing survey for malaysian)........man..........at arnd 5 den can go home le......wow.....wad a nice day.....haha.........

today:

today........well..........ken call me EARLY in the morning n ask me go work fer his project the survey (i wasnt even ready fer work.......)......well.......bo bian lor, he so nice, persuade me go work......so hav to go lor!!!!.......reach the company like v sian sian....wahhh.....the company look v nice after renovaton n extension!!......
so.....he asked me go chinatown look for pple from china....lolx....damn it, after walking aimlessly fer two hrs still couldnt find......sian lor, onli managed to do one......n met my colleague han lun dere also.......hmm but he has been workiing with ken's project so he noes how to get dem.......he got a few......while i onli got one!!!.......arghz.......den after dat went back to company, got a "thrashing" (haha no larh, he juz a bit disppointed onli) from ken.......den me n han lun n ken took MRT to kranji to do malaysian again!!! (but den his survey is quite short larrhz).....den soviana also came down to do....managed to do a few (but i still cant make ken's target, short by two or three survey)....hahaz.....soviana was damn gd, the number of surveys i do in 2 hrs she can do it in one hr......god.....han lun also v gd....so among the three of dem i fare the worse (haha nt too bad larh, juz a bit lag behind)...maybe today nt too prepared for work so.....well.........nvr mind.......

"aimlessly......no news............"

Friday, March 17, 2006 { 9:40 PM }

sway ar!!!!......today hav to get moii passport extended....tmr hav to go malaysia........cheong all the way down to lavender MRT station dere (where ICA is).....along the way suddenly forgot dat i hav to mail the ngee ann poly letter!....damn it.....after dat cheong back home juz to get the letter n mail it out...........hectic.....den after dat had a v quick chicken rice meal, den cheong all the way to woodlands town centre....my legs are quite dead......den onli managed to conduct ONE survey......ONE!!!......the rest either dun fall into the category dat we wan or either pple dun wan to do the survey.....arghz......tough.......plus somemore dere was a HUGE traffic jam at causeway......wait n wait....haix, life is juz tough!.......

my life now?...status?...it is already mid march, april coming soon.....PJ and 1st of january 2006 juz seems like yesterday....
sch gonna start soon (though still got admin stuff to settle n do for enrolment)n i am happy the way i am now?....

nope, in fact i feel lost.......wad is it gonna be like when i step into poly?.....who will i meet?....how are they going to be like?......am i going to like it?.....the qns all run thru my mind......another point of my life....juz hope dat god bless....dun reallie ask fer anything, smooth jiu can le.... =)

"close on me......now dat is far when close is considered far........."

Thursday, March 16, 2006 { 12:12 AM }

received my poly enrolment package!!......quite a number of things to see n to be done.....sign all those different colour forms, den photostat some stuff......blah blah blah.........a lot.......

well work today wasnt too gd.....went to jurong point, but could find no malaysians!!.......den we walk around.....still cant find any......den my supervisor came a bit lata....walk around....still no luck!......so bo bian we took a cab to jurong east MRT dere to try our luck (bus 160 n casueway link CW3 is dere)........we tried to interview the pple dere...but den still no luck larh....wad is worse is dat a while more the transit security guy came "chasing" us away le (dun say chase larh, dat guy also v nice, tok to us y we cant do survey dere).....bo bian, we hav to shake our head n leave,,,,n dat means no survey done for the day!!!....well we hav to try our luck tmr at woodlands dere.......

which laptop to buy?...wahh...headache.....go fer the cheapest of cuz........hav to fork out this money liao....i guess i nid to work somemore part time so as to ease the burden off my parents =).................

"guess time is up......or is it a new milestone?..................."

Tuesday, March 14, 2006 { 11:30 AM }

sian larh.......work.....interview malaysians at kranji MRT dere but den seems like nobody will listen to us toking.......all rushing for the 170 n 160 bus......onli managed to do 2 or 3 surveys......ok larh nt dat bad, at least kranji is juz one MRT stop away from my house....so yarh..............

my dad's fren juz came back from hongkong...so cool....he n his son went to disneyland to play sia!!!.....how i wish i could go disneyland!!.....haix.....if i hav the money now i would like to go hongkong, juz fer a few days.....dat would be enough =).....juz simply nid a short runaway from singapore.....in the recent years haven go to anywhere (if u dun count malaysia)........the last time i went out of the country (dun count malaysia larh, i go malaysia becoz i hav to visit my relatives) was abt 6 to 7 years ago, went my family n i went to thailand for a week's trip.....n went to batam for 4 days.....after dat den didnt go anywhere liao.....

will disneyland be my dreamland?.........i hope so.......hope dat i would get to go dere at least once in my lifetime......

:u r dere.....yeah.......but u dun seems to be.............."

Sunday, March 12, 2006 { 8:01 PM }

pai seh yesterday didnt blog....coz was a bit lazy to =P.....anyway didnt do reallie much, yesterday onli started to work....suppose to find china students to do the survey.....but we could find none!.......some of the china students who were working in my company said dat suntec city the IT show sure hav china students hanging around.....but when we go dere we could find none!....gosh........so me my supervisor n another colleague walk to bras brasah road n national library to find.........but unfortunately could onli find two??......gosh....one at bras brasah road dere......den another on at national library.....both my colleague do de.....

so desperately, we cheong down to sim lim square to see whether got luck or nt.....well, took a little break (woohoo my supervisor treat drinks!!).....den go dere.....haha on the way dere managed to get one china girl to do the survey!....me doing it larh....ya but den after dat luck wasnt on our side.....couldnt do anymore, despite going into sim lim square, all singaporeans faces lehz.......hahaz.......

for today den quite ok ba, went to orchard early in the morning (is 10am early?)......got to interview those fillipino maids.......abt mobile phone de...mos of dem are reallie v frenly.......yeap me n two other guys plus my supervisor doing the fieldwork.....under the hot sun......do till 12.30pm plus when me n the other two guys decided to hav lunch........den went to food republic (at the top floor of wisma atria) to hav lunch.........till 1.30pm when we hav to start work again.........got a few survey done outside wisma atria.....den some at the field juz beside wisma atria (beside orchard MRT)......den at abt 3pm the three of us decided to call it a day, coz around dat time when we meet up den juz nice three of us done 11 each....yeah..........so called my supervisor n she ask either of us to bring the surveys to little india??!........coz dere is another fieldwork in little india dere so she had tobe dere........since the other two guys nid to go somewhere else so i hav to do the job i guess......so took MRT to little india, den walk out.........met rosalind at the exit dere, den she tally n calculated n check how much we hav done......

yeah after dat den i took 170 home (since the 170 bus stop is juz nearby)......alighted at the station juz infront of regent sec sch (stagmont ring road)......den walk all the way into yew tee MRT station the NTUC, bought some chips n soft drinks fer my family (dey complain i haven treat dem after getting my pay) b4 going home.........

legs tired?.....ya sure......weather is so unbearably hot........hope it will be better tmr.........

"cold isnt wad i wan......wished will be warm........"

Friday, March 10, 2006 { 11:58 PM }

slack again?..........well not reallie........slacked fer morning n afternoon ba, till evening when i hav to work again....haha not reallie work but go fer briefing by my supervisor for work which is tmr n sunday.......yup...so i guess it is time fer me to work again!....bo bian, hav to earn as much money as i can....laptops arent cheap........ =)..........

k larh i m tired, nid some rest........

"a while ago, i thought got hope.......but juz a second ago, i thought a while ago no hope liao........."

Thursday, March 09, 2006 { 11:02 PM }

i got a new wallet!!......haha..my old wallet was like the leather shredding off le n broke liao, so had to change a new one.......so decided to go to lot one to look for one first.......

reached cck, den saw wen jun liyun edith.....dey r on their way home after common test (i tink) so chatted with dem fer a while b4 i went to cck lot one to find.........kau eh cant even find a shop dat sell wallet....so hav to travel to jurong point where i noe got the wallet shop which sells wallet....got dere in a relatively short time n cheong in the wallet shop.........wah dere got sell many kinds of wallet.....initially saw a few types of wallet....but dey do cost a bomb sia....39.90 to 100 bucks de also hav......timberland de leather wallet, wah kau eh 99.90.....haha but den after glancing thru the shelf managed to see one wallet which caught my eyes....n 26 bucks onli sia!....loved dat design.....the design name is FX creation....haha dunnoe larh but i juz bought it.......

a sense of satisfaction going thru myself!.......hahaz..........

"so quiet, but me alone..............."

Wednesday, March 08, 2006 { 11:42 PM }

rot at home!.....woke up today at 12pm!......coz last night slept v v late........at around 3am....(last nite did lanudry.....my parents lar!....dey usually separate those clothes or pants dat r white colour de from those which r dark coloured............AND as a result (becoz my dad's company n my bro's uniform r white colour de) dey always wash the white n light coloured clothes n forgot all abt the dark coloured clothes, stacking dem till a pile....arghz.....n many of my clothes n pants r darked coloured ones........as a result, i wore all my supply n clothes n if still dun wash den no more to wear le..........so i got so pissed off dat i hav to do my own laundry.........

den afternoon also do nth.......go yew tee, den buy lunch, go bank, buy blank cd.....like dat...bath, had lunch, den took a nap (going to be a pig soon)....till my bro came back from sch......den slack around......like this lor......nth much........

"how i wished my days were beautiful.....with u......without u?...................."

did quite a number of stuff today....well spent i shld say.......first went to my company to get my pay with zhirong (WOO HOO finally i get my pay le!)........spent sometime in the company sorting out some stuff with my supervisor.....den after dat i wanted to find a bank where i could put my cheque iinto the bank but couldnt find the bank sia.......so in the end i decided to settle dat tmr n we went to clementi instead to hav lunch (was already 3 plus when we decided to head for clementi).....yeap.....

when MRT reach commonwealth i suddenly felt like going back to new town to visit my teachers..........together with zhirong we alighted at bouna vista, den took 196 from dere n go to new town............new town!!!......still looks the same.....den went to visit quite a number of teachers,.....miss lee, miss wong (erm mdm wong??....haha coz she lives juz near me den saw her husband, married liao.......)mdm valli n miss susan wong.........all were surprised dat i jumped from pj to poly.......heh.....ok lorh but den dey were supportive of me.........n miss susan wong was asking me n zhirong if i could come back to new town n help to conduct some science enrichment programme fer the students in new town.....heh heh not bad leh, can go back sch to contribute to new town.....hahaz.....she also said some of the ex students actually came back to help.......so well she asked me of zhirong n i could help to "teach" the juniors wad we hav learn in poly (of cuz hav to wait until i enter poly liao) n simplify dem into easier context so dat our juniors can benefit.....i will go n tink abt dat den...........

after dat we went to clementi KFC where i treated zhirong a KFC meal n thank him fer introducing me dat job when i badly needed a job.....hahaz.....

haha after dat went to my old house dere n waited fer ke wei......coz he today come back from his class chalet....he go home, hav dinner, den go out......we went to acarde to play......after dat we walk around clementi central......haha, den we happened to enter one watson shop......look for some hair spray stuff......den we came across some pregnancy test kit n condom....so i took one pregnancy test kit up n discussed with kewei........haha well wasnt actually going to say anything juz dat out of curiousity i took dat to see.....but den i saw a guy watching us......he muz be tinking dat y the two guys r dere toking abt pregnancy kit n condom......so i purposely say something abt my "gf" pregnant....den ke wei say: "wah use condom ma"....i could see dat guy was like quite curious abt wad we saying......haha....well, when we went off, i said " wah if reallie like dat den we wont be laughing liao........"........dat guy see us left the shop without buying anything, i could see dat he give a "chey.........." look......hahahz.......juz same lame stuff from me n kewei.....lolx........

bought chocolate oreo drink from sweet talk den we went to dat playground again n chatted....haha.....as usual chatted a lot of stuff n crapped a lot.........till 10 plus when we decided to go home le........yup, dat is my day........n he say he coming to my house tmr.......hahaz.....

"wait fer nth or juz getting nth out of something?........."

-jus something abt me?-

Rules:
1. Bold the following in red that are true about you.
2. Green the things you wish were true.
3. Add one true thing about you.
4. And then tag five more people.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid at sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast/unclear.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (WHAT?)
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single!
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
i'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I'm obsessed with guys. ( i'm so not obsessed with guys. HURR. )
Democrat.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job. (as a student)
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the wrong people??
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals. ( HELL NO! )
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I have riden an elephant.
I love chocolates & crowns.
I'm waiting for this person to come online.
I'm scared of lizards!!!!!
I'm super scared of cockroaches!!!
i'm an audioslave/audiophilei
'm sick of everything
i miss the happy times i had before
i wish to noe wad is my future going to be like

okie tag five pple....but currently i dun hav 5 pple lehz.....can i break the rules n tag onli one or two?...hahaz....

Monday, March 06, 2006 { 3:48 PM }

okie the ans n truth is finally out.......called MOE n one of the officals told me dat my application is being rejected.....n dey will send me a letter by this week telling me i m nt successful in applying....well, kind of expected it...haha but anyway this lifted the weight off my mind n i can look forward to poly life.......

ok, now wads next?.......of cuz, the last ever thing, NS deferment......called ngee ann today n dey told me i could get a letter on matriculation day so dat i could submit it to the deferment office.........n the guy told me the enrolemnt package will be delivered by next week.....yup.......so i wonder when is the matriculation day.......quickly settle it so dat i can reallie take my mind off dat i concentrate on studies le......

went to the bank today to apply ATM card....yup.......n stuff like dat..................hope everything will be alrite n fine..... :)...............

"wad abt u??..........."

Sunday, March 05, 2006 { 5:27 PM }

hmm......... went to temple with my mum in the afternoon......had the mee pok at the coffee shop near my house dere........IT ROX MAN!!!........hahah it is a new stall, the nooodles tastee reallie v nice....wah kau haven ate such nice noodles for long liao.......yew tee dere the foodcourt's noodle stall all not nice one.....yikes......

went to temple, den took 170 (no , not to johor) to bukit timah dere to buy new sandals (broke liao, so had to change new one....).....shoped fer a while b4 we went to a chicken shop rice to hav chicken rice, which was v nice, b4 my mum went to buy a roasted duck home for dinner........

haha dats my day......i guess.......next week one week break hav to tink how to make full use of it le.......mybe hav to tidy up my forever-so-messy desk.......n "clean up" my computer, coz v v messy inside.........

"i hope u can hear me.........."

Saturday, March 04, 2006 { 5:24 PM }

another lonely n "nothing to do" day.........hav to wait till next week b4 going to work....actually wanted to ask ke wei out but den v lazy lehz........i tink tmr ba.....

n my NIE application......sad to say i tink mos likely it is a gone case situation.....coz TILL NOW i have not receive the letter to ask me go interview....last year a few days after submitting the application, i received a letter like three or four days lata to ask me go interview......n right now it has been two or three weeks after submitting the application n still no news.........i call MOE yesterday n dey ask me wait......cannot be de ma......n den i read one of the online forums n pple already was saying dat dey hav gone thru the interview liao and stuff like dat..........

arghz....i calculated, the day of the interview was abt 12 days from the date when i receive the interview letter.....n last year when i apply for it it is also during O level release....den the interview date was on the release of JAE posting result.....n right now dey haven even ask me go interview......something muz be seriously wrong....i hav imagined three scenario:

first: dey didnt even receive my application thru online (honestly saying i hated online stuff coz i tink computer can go bonkers n technical errors can occur)........

second: dey accepted me immediately into NIE (i last year attended the interview le) and dey r juz waiting to issue me the letter of acceptance........

third: dey juz kick me out (get it right, even dey kick me out dey also will send a letter saying i m unsuccessful in applying)

god.....anyone can tell me which scenario has a higher probability of "kena-ing"?......sometimes i reallie hated myself for getting into such a mess.......y?...am i reallie so incapable of passing my j1 promos n get on to j2 n cheong straight to A level?.....i wonder if fate is toying me n making me suffer or if fate is juz putting me thru a route which i can lead comfortably in the future?.....i reallie dunnoe........though no point looking back n one shld look forward in life (which i hav), but in my heart still lingers this little little bit of sadness n regrets.......i tink onli time can heal dat.........

last night i argued with my mum regarding this......she tinks i shld all the more i shld pursue a career with NIE and work on my strength(dat is chinese)....y she doesnt say this last year huh? y?....y last year she muz "force" me to stay in JC system, when i knew n could predict i wasnt the kind of student for JC.... n she listen so much abt wad others tok bad abt the NIE course? y? y? y?.....she say i could "try" the JC first, n yet i dunnoe y i actually stupidly agree n followed her words?......last year in the first place when i applied fer NIE she was the one who agreed dat i shld go dere coz JC is v stressing n demanding, n yet when i succeeded in applying fer NIE den she also say i shldnt go dere........

i m a bit angry yet grateful to my mum.....yesh, all parents wans best fer their child n of cuz, i dun deny dat JC is a better way n hav a so called "better future", but my dear mum, i understand myself more.....reallie....though i noe last year eventually even if i chose NIE, u also wont blame me or wad......but den even when i chose to remain in pj, i worked towards a belief dat i could cheong to j2 n do my A levels well..........but i didnt do it, u felt disappointed, n yet u didnt blame me......if u were other pple's mum u would hav rant n scream n scolded me like crazy.........u didnt do these, n instead u encouraged me to be strong to face the challenges ahead n get on with life.......i m reallie happy to hav u as my mum...... =)........

now dat u said it is up to me to choose, though i noe u wanted me badly to go NIE, however, my dear mummy, i would reallie wan to choose wad i wan....u always say my instinct is always the reverse of wad happens, but trust me, for such a big matter like deciding my future, my instinct is always right.....yup.....

i hav always put on a smile when toking abt my future but deep inside my heart, i m reallie tired, i reallie wan to juz settle down n dont nid to bother abt where i shld go anymore......mummy, i noe all along from january u hav been by my side but if u ever read this, i juz wanna let u noe dat i reallie reallie wan to settle down quick n juz freaking forget abt NIE or poly.......

i dedicate the above posts to my mum (if she ever reads this).............

i will be strong n get past this stage of life smoothly................................

Friday, March 03, 2006 { 8:55 PM }

heh heh nice or nt........MY NEW BLOG SKIN!!!.....it took me an afternoon to modify it coz the original thing wasnt reallie wad i wan (small post space, too many pink fonts.....)yup...i m quite satisfied with it compared to dat bright hamtaro blog skin dat i had last time, it is the extreme end............!....hahaa.....i will do further small amendment to it where i find dat it is needed........

this skin might be a bit more "feminie", but den i modify some parts so dat it will be suitable fer guys.......yup.....u can also give me some suggestions on my blog skin or comments abt it........n post dem on the tag board!!.......

some of u might hear me saying going to NIE or wad...well.....i dunnoe i tink dere is a prob with my application.....n it will be a hassle if i go NIE....coz of my NS thing.....hav to wait here wait dere........i hav to be careful otherwise off i go to army, which i dun wish to.......

"the meaning i trying to mean goes out.......but u nvr seems to receive it..........."

WOOHOO JAE results are out!!! i m being posted to ngee ann's biomedical engineering..........hahaha yups.....dat was my first choice so no complains abt it.......... hee =X.........

ok abt my work, haha yesterday managed to cheong 15 surveys out fer ken.......kau eh was under pressure to do the 15 coz he wanted to finish it by yesterday...........den yesterday at around 6 plus i was like v frantic liao coz i onli did 10 survey....so went back to my company n ask my supervisor how.......in the end he gave me some solutions (to cover some shops which he didnt ask me to previously) den i managed to finish it by 7 plus pm....hahaz..........wad a day.........

so fast and it is already the third month of 2006......time reallie files.....from the start when i was still in agony abt leaving pj n till now when i m being posted to ngee ann...i dunnoe........i juz felt dat time is so fast......soon june (world cup 2006!!)will come den woohooo nov will come!.......for A02 doing their A level u all muz jia you jia you jia you ok?..........u all will hav my support no matter wad....i m always in A02 de, though not physically.......

my blog is going to be "renovated"......yup though i hav not found a suitable skin yet, but den i tink it is time to change to suit the present me.......though i adore this blog skin, this blog skin has gone thru many things with me, from when i was worrying abt promos result till when i got a chance to retake promos.....till when i didnt make it.......n thru 2006 n chinese new year.....to many of my frenz who has always been reading my blog, i m really glad n touched, particularly thru the things n words dat u all tagged on my board.....

so do watch out fer the new blog skin!....hahaz......

"do u even noe.......i tink u might not wan to noe......."

Wednesday, March 01, 2006 { 11:52 PM }

A level results r out today!.....haha muz congratulate darius first, coz HE GOT TRIPLE A FER HIS THREE SUBJECT!!!.....Omg he reallie power sia.......den also muz congratulate wendy coz her results r within expectations :)......ABC.....nt bad..... :).......

attended my granduncle's funeral today, so couldnt reallie go down to pj to take my chinese AO result.......nah onli got an A2.........n oral is distinction......asked huei shi to help me check.....arhaha.....yup after attending the funeral went home, took a bath, rest fer a while, den go to work le........haix......couldnt reach the quota dat my supervisor wans so he was like so kan cheong.......tmr will hav to work v hard le i guess :).......

sad sia...one more pple die n left this world.....i nt too sure of my granduncle's condition when he die but i heard dat he was down with some illness ba.....well if die can relieve him of his suffering den go ba...coz i m sure it reallie hurts the pple around him to see him suffering in pain or wad......

may u rest in peace ba......

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