how far is graduation from now?
actually, i dun dare to think abt it...
more likely i dun dare to tink abt the overall results that i will graduate with.
"dun compare lah"
but reality sux, u hav to compare with others, or rather, others compare u with others and among themselves.
when there is a rush in me to burst it out, everything just simply dont allow me to get it out, dont allow me to make it big, dun allow me to succeed.
why is life controlling me and not another way round, WHY?
maybe i am just soft and nt firm in my stand, dats why i am in this situation.
i dun care how others think of me. it is how the"'others" 's thinking dat influence other pple's thinking matters.
not motivated? i would hav long ago been booted out and left already...
finally got sometime to blog...
lol....long time nvr blog...
just finished with my part time job...this year sales was quite good...enjoyed my working stint dere...
results is out....
DEL: D+
EM3A: C
FOOP: C+
TP: C
Business and Econ: B
Insights into China: AD
GPA 2.2
GPA grade sux man.
MI is a surprise to me.
EM3A is a disappointment to me.
anyway, nth is lost. pass can liao~
so wad if i got AD for Insights into China? A 2 credit IS subject which is a "taboo" to sooo many pple and a subject in which is termed" nobody in the right mind will go n take it", i got a AD for it??? wad does it reflect? does it show strongly to me that am i just still talented in dat particular area? or am i just retarded in other areas dat my core subjects cant even get it right?
even me myself cant understand myself too. so do i consider this AD achievement as another "addition to my collection" in dat area? In the area where pple considered it as crap? an "acheivement" dat seems like a white elephant?
right now i dunno how to say, or wad to say. i hav tried my best, seriously. is it one of god's test for me? or is it just my over wheming interest which will lead to no where in the future?
long time no update...
hehe....
quite busy with some stuff.....
hmm...shld be working from next monday....so ya...
this time get pay i shall spend it on something ex....