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Thursday, October 27, 2005 { 6:24 PM }

me now blogging from sch's laptop.......ya.....today is another freaking day larhz, do PW again but den today's progress is quite a lot so i guess didnt reallie waste the day off....

tmr is the release of the status! (which means whether i noe i get promoted or re exam or retain)...my frenz dey all give me the vote of confidence dat i would be allowed to take re exam but den seriously i hav no idea.....though mr yap also tell me dun worry lehz....

A02 outing during the nov hols???.....i tink the class is going to discuss abt dat tmr during CT time?.....haha well go to Marina dere to hav steamboat dinner?....wah den is like this year i would be going dere the third or fourth time liao?.....det also suggest sentosa but den if go sentosa again den is like going dere for the fifth or sixth time liao?.......somebody also suggested going to mr yap's hse fer outing but den he seems v reluctant abt it...well i think i am wif anything ba, juz as long as to hav fun den jiu can le......

oh man lin lao shi is going to leave the college next year fer ACJC ....hmm.....a bit shocking actually coz is like i tink she is one of the best teacher i hav ever met larhz.....den she leaving...so sad lehz......her reason was she prefer a change in an enviroment n she doesnt wan to stay in the comfort zone fer too long......n anyway she came from ACJC n she say dat she still has a feeling fer dere so well.......n den dey say mr kwek leaving fer Nanyang JC next year n MOE is going to send someone to PJ to be the new principal....n mr kwek is a gd principal lorhz....coz he is v friendly towards students n interacts wif us....i rmb a few occasions where i reallie got to tok to him larhz....n today i went to the office to loan laptop, u noe wad he said??? he said muz use laptop on the lap or else we cannot use it.....i tried to control my laughter n immediately after getting out of the office, i burst out laughing......oh man why on earth is dere such a "funny"principal........

Principal leaving, lin lao shi leaving, n dere hangs possibility dat our class might be merged.....are these a sign dat i am going to leave PJ soon? right now seriously i am confused, confused abt my future.......as long as my status is nt out yet, i will be confused.....ya i reallie hope to get my confusion cleared asap....soon as annouced.......it will be great if i am given a second chance...coz i noe where my mistakes lie n i am eager to rectify n let myself shine....or else if i hav to go poly den i am also a bit confused though......coz hav to go find a job first n the long wait fer next year' JAE.....some of den told me i could call the poly n apply directly to dem n secure a place but den is dat reallie true?....well i would prefer to think thru it throughly first b4 i make any decisions.....

well no matter wad i told myself to stay calm n strong....n i keep reminding myself try nt to tink so much.....n i am also trying nt to write so much in this blog abt my future....lin lao shi said to me to let fate decide the outcome n ask me nt to tink so much......n she said she is confident in me of my future....ya......A02 has been v encouraging to me........ya if i am offered to take re exam den i would nt let dem down.......

"i will make it......."