myaurora

Tuesday, December 27, 2005 { 8:17 PM }

the horrible truth slammed on my face......i failed.....failed to make it to j2..........got double F fer both of my subjects.........i thought results will onli be released tmr so today went to sentosa for my pir sch gathering........den half way the sch called me n ask me go see the vice principal............hav to leave at arnd 3 n took MRT till JE when i realised dat i am late!.....so i took a cab from JE........n i v sway......when reach CCK road dere the cab de tyre puncture liao........gosh so i had to hire another cab........

reached sch where i met tyris........ya as i entered MPR5 n saw mr dennis yeo n his expression, i noe it is game over.............a couple of dem also retain larh, nt juz onli me....................

feeling numb.......breaking the news to my parents wasnt difficult larhz....dey hav been supportive no matter wad....i am reallie grateful fer dat..........it is my frenz whom i find it difficult to say to....dey hav been v v supportive of me........now i produce such results..............i.........dunnoe reallie wad to say or do.........a02, i guess it is time fer me to leave u guys......i reallie cant bear to leave u all..........esp the guys of A02, we hav been such close frenz dat we can call each other brothers.................

........n wads more is dat i do nt know to go which route.......retain?...or go poly?.....or join back NIE chi dip programme?..........wad i m tinking now is dat i still join back J1 first three month....den after dat if i find the new syllabus too tough, den i will go join poly thru JAE next year..............a bit too confused to tink........though i got some kind of "plan" of wad to do........ya..........

sorry A02, i let u all down, but i noe dere is an even more challenging route ahead fer myself..........noo nope i definitely wont go do stupid things.........u can hate me forever if i ever do it..........i guess the first three month next year fer me probably would be the hardest period of time ever to pass..........can i count on u all to wish me all the best fer my future?.......i noe u all will :)......................to me this is probably tsunami number 2...........

"we can change wad we wan to do but we cant change wad we hav alreeady done............."