Saturday, December 31, 2005
{ 10:07 PM }
soon going to be the end of 2005!...........woosh time files so fast!.....n of cuz today i wanna blog my thoughts out n kind of like reflect wad i hav done this year...........so today's entry might be a bit long n naggy larh but i do hope u all will find it interesting...... :)
ok this year in short i do find it a different year from the rest of the years coz go to first three month JC (many pple do find it different anyway.........), where u reallie go to sch juz to play dat kind of feeling......yup....i guess dere r no more such chances le.......actually i wasnt suppose to be in pioneer JC coz my prelim didnt do well, but after my teacher kind of like "pulled" me up, i managed to score enough marks juz to enter a JC....of cuz i did tink of going to millenia insititue but den i felt dat since i could go JC, y not give a try?..........to tell the truth, i was kind of like lazy to go out n work (coz i was planning to go to work after O level coz i expected my prelim results to be quite bad, n i haven been a bright student fer the past four years of my sec sch life......)
so i entered pj..........n the first class n new pple i gt to know was A04 de pple........yup............i would say dat i reallie had so much fun with dem.....n in those month is practically play n play everyday ba...................yup those first three month memories r reallie v sweet, when i look thru those photos dat i have taken, the feeling of sweetness still lingers in my heart........
aww.....those were the sweet memories........where everybody were so happy.......yup.......
yup of cuz one big major events in 2005 is the receiving of my O level results!!......omg.....again i scored juz nice to make it to pj!......still remember dat day when i was trembling, somehow in fear when my teacher paased me my results....i looked at her, n she said "nt bad ar zhiyuan........"..........lolx i thought dat was scarasm but den it turned out dat i did quite ok ba........20 pts.........i expected myself to get 17 to 25 ba so i guess i was quite happy le............i will nvr forget dat day man, anxiously waiting.......ya.... :)
well joined back pj after first three month...........ya so met this class, A02..........yup actually 7 of A04 de pple joined A02 so is like still ok ba......kind of like familiarised with the class le, but den the rest of dem r from different schs de so in a sense dat i get to noe more pple n more frenz ba......n at the same time i went fer interview at NIE to be a chi teacher......i was approved n sent a form to ask me sign the agrreement......but den due to my mum's last min "objections" n many of my frenz who asked me to continue to with JC first, i decided to remain in pj ba......but den honestly i felt dat i was doing something dat i felt i couldnt make it but den i decided to try it out lorh, afterall dere is this saying dat "u nvr realise ur full potential if u do not try it out"...........yup..........
of cuz i wont forget abt A02!........for the rest of 2005, A02 hav been n is part of my life......nope i would say A02 has been part of me........yup....n i am grateful to dem fer being my side to share my joys n sorrow with me!......i wouldnt exchange this class with any other classes, coz i tink dat such a unique class is un replaceble!........though dere r so many tests n obstacles to overcome, but u all reallie helped me thru it......giving me advice, helping me, teach me.....n also concerning me when i was sick (i will nvr forget dat time when i fainted in class during maths lesson.......) ya, knowing u all--- i definitely hav no regrets............PW, grp work.......though dey werent pleasant, however dey made me noe the class n each of dem in A02 even better.....n the class outings too!........when we hav BBQ at west coast, chalet at pasir ris.....mr yap's wedding, chinese A camp.......so many many things........yup..........
n paying special tributes to my PW members!....dey r sheng thin, huei shi, nuriani, wan pin n lai yan!......u all r reallie v wonderful n i consider myself to be v lucky to hav u all as my grp members!.........though the process of doing pw (remember dat stupid written report?....haa i still rmb dat poor huei shi print dat report until three in the morning......n also dat oral presentation where we had fun practising it.........)was gruel, however u all seems to made it easier!.............
n also nt forgetting A02's wonderful CT teacher, mr yap.....he has been v wonderful to A02, n to me too!.......my CT teacher since first three month.....n he also helped me a lot in my econs!...i was able to consult him if i had any problems in econs, or in fact any problems!......
the road after promos wasnt easy, esp i had v uneasy feelings abt the results............yup felt relieved a bit when i got to know dat i m allowed to do re-exam......coz i originally thought dat my results were too poor to even take the re-exam..........dat period of anxiety i will nvr forget it ba....but u all were dere supporting me n made my life easier by keep encouraging me..............dat one month of juz studying n dong nth else fer re-exam, i will also nvr forget....yup A02 u all also were dere fer me!......ya.......
unfortuantely, as much as i wan to, i wont be joining the 2006 class of 05A02 le...the face of myself wont appear on the class photo of 05A02 in 2006............i didnt made it fer the re-exam....no doubt i m v disappointed becoz all my efforts has gone down to drain, but i do noe maybe dat is an indicator dat i m nt suited fer JC courses?......ya my sec sch frenz were so surprised dat i go JC coz dey noe dat my sec sch results werent good....maybe i m destinated to go poly afterall......but den deep in my heart i dun wan believe dat i m nt gd enough to take A level?...........well i guess dere r no answers to these queries of mine?............
as 2005 approaches to an end, n soon going to be the start of 2006, i do reallie hope 2006 would be a gd start n a gd year fer me!.............if someone were to tell me to summarise 2005, i wouldnt say it is a bad year coz i had the share of fun times!.......n getting to noe soooooooooo many new frenz...........i also think i learnt quite a lot n matured, esp this year.......i would say i hav no regrets fer 2005, but however the onli little regret is dat i didnt pass my promos ba.....but since i hav put in efforts n still like this, i guess dere shld be no regrets anyway........
so wad r my wishes in 2006?.........i do hope dat i would get into the course i wan in poly, or maybe i would be able to get myself a place again in NIE.....yup....n everybody in gd health!....arha A02 ua ll ar next year A level liao, though i wont be able to cheong A level with u all, but den all the v best to u all okay?.....i will always be dere to support u all!..........arha!....one last thing.........dere is a little wish in my heart....to find dat "someone" special :)....ya i do hope dat i would be able to meet her.......hahaha depends on fate ba lolx.....this kind of things no rush de :)................
"no matter wad u do, juz try ur best n hence dere would be no regrets................."