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Thursday, January 05, 2006 { 11:27 PM }

today did quite a number of stuff......firstly looked at newspaper n made a few calls to seek jobs.....(didnt succeed, either location too far or onli wan to employ females.......)ya den also called NTUC to see whether dey wan part time students or nt but dey say dey didnt nid......so in the end i called cck cheers n dey say dey nid.......well asked me go down to interview larh...............but in the end i didnt...........

didnt go coz i rmb i had an appointment with elson n mr kelvin larhz.......ya dey wanna recruit me to do network marketing, which is actually quite a new concept in spore..........hav to pay a sum of money, den u go n recruit other pple....den u also get to earn money when u recruit pple lor.....it juz goes on n on......the amt of money u make depends how many pple u recruit n how many pple dat th pple u recruit can recruit.......sounds complicated?...hahah i also dun reallie noe larh.........den the amt of money u make juz snowball up lor........n many of my frenz dey all r earning qite a lot of money lar..........well shld i join?......haha the way dey put it sounds perfectly alright, n i chose to believe dem, coz i also tink is quite gd.......the prob is money.......to open two accounts nid like a thousand bucks...elson say he can lend me 500......but where in the hell i going to find another 500?.........as my parents taught me from young dun borrow money.....if u wan den go earn it.......n i also tink so.......coz elson told me another 500 he asked me go n borrow juz 10 bucks from every of my frenz lar..........but i dun wan coz lata if i cant pay back how?..........although mr kelvin say it is a foolproof plan, either u make money or u can make enough to juz cover the initial cost, wont lose money de.....but den something tells me n hold me back from investing in it......i dunnoe y larhz......juz my instinct larh.......though dey dun understand y i muz consider or tink so long coz dey tink dat such a foolproof plan dere is no nid to tink, but den as i said, my instinct tells me otherwise.......

haha i saw tyris at raffles MRT station!....she was going to job interview......didnt ask her much larh but juz surprise to see her dere arnd.........lolx..........

sian......can anyone tell me wad shld i do?????.............coz i wanna tell dem dat when i go work n hav the money den i will consider joining n open an account.....but the problem is, elson keeps telling me money is nt a prob........but i do nt wish to borrow money ma.....plus now i looking fer a job......in no time i will hav the money liao ma.....ya i reallie hope dey respect my choice larh..........though i noe dat dey r doing it fer my own gd, n at the same time dey can make money de......ya the thing is i wan to be comfortable with the choice dat i make.....i wont wan to live in a situation where i feel pressurised to return the money.....coz hor for myself when i borrow money from others most of the time i will return dat money straighaway the next day de........of cuz dey told me if u r pressurised den u will go out n cheong all the way den u can make money ma, but den i wan to say dat i dun wan to live a life dat i feel reallie uncomfortable......as i hav said dat i feel reallie uncomfortable owing pple money.........i believe dat i would cheong larh even if i didnt borrow dat money n is i fork out my own de......but i dun wanna cheong with a mind dat:"oh, i cheong becoz i nid to return money"...........i wanna cheong is becoz i wan to make money fer myself........n on top of dat WAD if i fail?....if i used my own money n didnt borrow dat money n in the end i didnt make so much money, den is alright lor, i lose it n i suffer the loss larh, no prob.........but wad if i borrow dat money?........where am i going to find extra money to return?.........dey kept saying dat it wont fail........but i rather be safe larh.......

"be comfortable with everything u decide...........den u will truly be happy........."